Kirishima POV
Hmm- could be a hero injury. The bell rung causing me to stop an question I was thinking of.
After a blur of work and lessons we head to lunch. I couldn't be happier I skip with my friends off to lunch. I start diving in the food tasting exceptionally good today.
I feel a hand on my shoulder bringing me out of whatever I was in. I stop and turn around. "Hey, you good?" Kaminari laughs at me. I put on a fake smile and reply with "yeah." Putting my fork down. My stomach drops from embarrassment. I look over and see sero giving me a skeptical look. The lunch bell rings"C'mon we have class." I wave me hands and start heading to class. I didn't want to talk about it any longer.
The rest of school was spent drifting off, letting my eyes wonder around the room and sometimes landing on a certain blonde.
He kind of look.......cute. Wait what no no no I didn't me cute I'm definitely not gay I'm definitely straight.
He catches me staring and cocks his head infront like he's trying to scare me. It does nothing but make me laugh. I turn back around realizing he caught me staring.
I unlock the door and head in. I walk in and yell "I'm home!" So my mom knew when I was home. I take off my shoes and put them away. As I start heading to my room she stops me.
I slowly turn around. My shoulder aches , Her hand gripping my shoulder like a bear trap. "Why didn't you clean this house?" Her voice rings with annoyance. "I did when I left." I try and defend myself; only causing her to dig her nails in deeper. "Get out of my site, you fucking mistake." With the roll of her eyes and she left.
Trigger warning ⚠️
self harm ahead btw!!!!
My shoulders slump as I head to my room. Dropping my bag and heading into the bathroom. I look into the mirror the words Mistake written all over my face. I notice my hair... what a mess. I pull at it trying to make it cooperate. My hands move more and more frantically pieces of hair coming out in my hands. I slam the bathroom counter.
I was crying
My eyes roll as I couldn't help but feel pity and disgust for myself. God this is so pathetic.
My eyes glance over to my drawer. I think about if it's worth it... should I? I grab the blade dropping my jacket multiple colored scars trace my arm. The blade lies before my forearm.
My head feels like it's spinning 'should I?' 'People would be happy if I did it' 'I should I should '
'I DESERVE THIS. '
I quickly swipe the blade over my arm. Pain flashes over my body. I bite the inside of my cheek to cope with the pain, even tho my arm is begging me to stop I can't.
The fact that some won't bleed makes me more aggravated I NEED IT TO BLEED JUST BLEED PLEASE. My vision is blurred my face is red and I'm so tired. I put the blade back and lie on my bed
The tears never stop flowing.
I hate myself
New a/n (2022)
That was... interesting I tried to improve the scene from before make it little more realistic <3 dms are open
A/n (2019)
Lol that was dark I say that as I'm writing an angst story. hope y'all liked it. Peace ✌🏻 I'm out
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Never Again
FanfictionKirishima's mom hurts and damages him physically and mentally, while bakugo has family health issues occurring. Can they help each other and fall in love while doing it or will they both continue to suffer?
