You Deserve To Be Saved (Destiel)

Released

Months later, I was finally released from the place I would always call hell but would miss very dearly. I know that sounds crazy but I've met some amazingly nice people and I'm actually quite sad to leave them. Ever since I spoke up at support group, I felt so much more comfortable speaking to people and being open. Eveyone in the group knew about my whole situation and they knew about how I ended up in there and what happened with Cas and what happened at college and with my parents and my brother. I wish there was a way I could stay in contact with them, but sadly, I can't. I had also become very popular here. When I told everyone I was being released, most of them started crying. They said that I had become an inspiration to them and that I made them happy. That's what hurt the most. I won't be here to inspire them or make them happy. They're all amazing individuals and I hope they end up somewhere amazing. 

Don't get me wrong, I'm happy that I'm leaving. I finally get freedom. I can walk to the shops. I can go for a walk. I can get a job. I can do so many things without being supervised. And I didn't need any medication anymore. And as for the attack on the elderly woman, my charges were dropped because of my situation and I visited the woman and everything's better now. 

The head nurse walked me out of the hospital and helped me into the taxi. Her name was Ellie.

"I'm gonna miss you, Dean. And I say that to every patient that leaves this hospital but I really mean it this time. You're an amazing guy and I'm so proud of you for everything."

"That's so sweet of you, aw. Thank you so much. I'll miss you too. I'll miss everyone." I replied. I watched her as she noticed the yellow taxi coming around the corner. 

"I guess this is goodbye.." She said, and a single tear rolled down her cheek. 

"I guess so. But hey, don't be sad. Just think of it as one less patient to look after."

"But I like looking after you, Dean. You were my favourite." 

I pulled her into a hug and let her cry on my shoulder. But it was eventually time to leave. I looked out of the taxi window and waved to Ellie as we began driving away. 

10 minutes later we arrived at my 'home'. I wonder if anything's happened to it. 

I pulled myself out of the taxi and walked around the corner, expecting for everything to be normal. But no. My flat was covered in banners and balloons and I was greeted by Kayla popping a part popper and screaming 'Welcome Back!' at me. I dropped my bag and ran towards her, and she did exactly the same. We reached eachother and just started crying as we were hugging. We ended up sitting on the floor sobbing on eachother. I was so happy to see her. I forgot that she cared this much. 

3 hours later and we were sat in my living room eating pizza and catching up. She didn't mention Cas which was good because even though I loved him so so so much, I couldn't relive the past over and over again and it just made me sad. So I didn't think of him. Obviously, I didn't forget him. I'd never forget him. But I moved on. 

Kayla left at 9pm that night, and I settled down for the first night in my bed in months. As I lay staring at the ceiling I thought about how great my life is at this point and how I was going to start living properly instead of living in fear.

I was finally happy. And for good this time.