You Deserve To Be Saved (Destiel)

My Letter To You

Dear Sammy,

Your funeral was today. It was hard but I had Cas with me. I've always got Cas ay. But uh, I wanted to tell you how it went.

Me and Cas pulled up at the church and I was holding back the tears. Staying strong for my baby brother. When we went in and took our seats, we realised you had a lot of friends. The chuch was flooded with people, many in tears because you meant so much to them.

It was eventually my time to speak, and this is what I said.

"I want to thank you all for coming today, my brother would have loved to see you all. I really don't know what to say. Sammy was my bestfriend, my other half. He's always gonna be my baby brother, even though he's like 7 foot tall, hah. I'm not gonna talk about how much I'm gonna miss him or how upset I am now he's gone. I'm just gonna talk about Sammy. He was a great guy, that's it really. He was one of those people you knew you could rely on but could never take for granted. I know I never did. He was always making me try new things. I wouldn't have started college or even moved here if it wasn't for him. He just made life so much easier, and so much more fun. Although I did have to put up with him watching his rubbish Tv show all the time and singing his rubbish songs, I'm certainly gonna miss my little brother and all the laughs that we had. When me and Sammy would argue or get moody with eachother, there was one song that would always cheer us up and make us one again. This song is called 'Carry On My Wayward Son', and me and Sammy would appreciate it if you listened to it. So uh, thank you for coming and bye Sammy. I hope you're having fun chilling with Jesus and his clique. Rest easy little bro, sleep tight."

Carry On My Wayward Son came on the speakers as I sat down and you were carried out of the church.

Watching you being lowered into the ground was the worst bit for me. It was the last time I was gonna see you. I couldn't bear it. As soon as it was over, I went home.

I spent the next hour or so looking at photos of us together. I kept a few in my wallet, and then decided I wanted to see you again. I drove to your place under the tree because I know how sensitive your skin is and I didn't want you getting burnt.

Someone was stood at your grave with flowers. It was Kayla. We started speaking and decided to give her a picture of you. She loved you, Sammy. You were her favourite. And she realy, really misses you.

And she's not the only one. I miss you, too. Cas feels lonlier without you. Your college friends miss you. Everyone misses you.

But atleast you get to see Mum, Dad and you can finally be happy with Jess. I want you to have fun up their in heaven and I wonder if the angels are dicks like they are on Supernatural.

Anyway, goodbye my little soldier. Keep our family safe, upstairs and downstairs. Hope your feeling better now.

I'll love and miss you forever bro.

Dean x

p.s - does heaven sell pie? love me some pie!