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chan-san we out here
"woah holy shit i have so many new followers because of you jeongin, thank you" chan said as he walked to jeongin to cup his face and kiss his cheek. hyunjin looked over to them and gave a glare. jeongin laughed and climbed to hyunjin's side to cuddle him. chan sat to the couch of their rented house. they have it for this summer and then they fly back to korea, well almost everyone flies back.
"felix, we need to talk" chan sighed right after felix stepped foot into the room. felix looked troubled and chan stood up to take him by his hand and lead him upstairs. chan quickly closed the door and stood in front of felix. "i uh- sit down dear." they sat down and chan placed his hand on felix's thigh. felix felt tears coming up, not knowing what this was about.
"i won't be flying back with you." chan blurted out and let his head fall down so he wouldn't see felix's eyes. felix felt the tears coming up and he didn't even bother to try to stop them. he was confused. what did chan mean by this? why isn't he coming back to korea with him.
"chan if this is some stupid ass joke please stop it" felix choked out, trying his best to keep himself together but failing greatly. his tears eventually fell down and he watched them land on the blanket.
chan looked up to meet his eyes, he was now broken too "it's not a joke. i'm so so sorry".
"i'm so sorry baby, i'm so sorry" chan tried to go in for a hug but got denied. felix just pulled away. "why are you doing this to me. you know that i love you more than anything, and now you're letting it all fall behind. all we've been through!" felix was now standing in front of chan screaming at him. "explain"
"i couldn't get a job anywhere else please lix understand me." as chan waited for an reply he only got a vigorous head shake and a small 'fuck you' as felix collapsed to his knees.
"i'll be living in korea, and you'll be living in california. five fucking thousand miles away from me." he took a while to collect himself. he finally got up, made deep eye contact with chan, his eyes sending daggers to his soul and said out loud. "Fuck you, whatever. I don't want to see you ever again." and left the house running off somewhere. i was broken, i did this to me, and felix. we're over. i can't live like this, i need him. i want him. he is my everything. i love him.
i ran downstairs just to see everyone looking at me in a knowing way. "so you finally told him huh" minho said and everyone kind of looked down. "where did he go" they all shrugged and he groaned at them for being so stubborn. fuck it, he whispered and left after him.
he took his jacket and ran out of the house, he ran as fast as he could just to see him again. his ankles were burning and twisting as he ran through the stormy night. raindrops wetting his jacket and face, it burns.
the time is now currently 11 pm. he left the house about 8 pm. felixhas been out in the cold for hours, without him. without anyone really. hetried calling him multiple times, but he never answered. he made a full stop at just some park and start sobbing and screaming his eyes out. chan had never felt such pain in my life. he couldn't let this happen, not now.
i continue moving and find a street, on the ground is sitting a man. he had a large hoodie so i couldn't see his face. just by his shoulders i could see he was crying. he shuddered and pulled off his hood. a big mass of orange hair popped up.
he turned to chan, his brown eyes exploring him, they were red from all of the crying. he had the face of angel. his nose was planted beautifully right in the middle of his face. this time his face wasn't bruised all over. just puffed up from crying.
"felix baby-" chan approached him slowly, lifting his hand up for felix to grab onto. he flinches but grabs it.
he pulls onto chan and quickly hugs the older, wrapping his small hands around him. felix just starts sobbing and soon pulls away just to say "i'm so sorry, so sorry for running and acting like a bitch. please, please break up with me. you don't need me" his last sentence startled chan.
"why would i ever do that? i love you and i messed up. you're the one who should be mad at me" felix looked straight at chan and punched his chest, "i still am mad at you for not coming back to korea." he laughs and smiles. how can he be happy while saying that?
"i'll figure everything out, i promise" chan give him an apologetic look. "we should be heading back, it's soon 12 pm" he nods and takes chan's hand.
they were soon back home and everyone was already sleeping. they took their jackets off and chan kissed felix's forehead. "i love you, never forget it". he nodded and watched as chan limped a bit. "chan! you need to do something about that" felix said and pointed at chan's foot.
"uh it's okay, it's nothing." felix shook his head and grabbed chan. chan shrugged and sat on the counter. felix wrapped chan's foot and smiled.
