chanlix ; fate

15

Chris still needed to go to work every day, which made things harder for Felix.

It was a usual day for Felix, he sat at their shared bed waiting for the sheets to change their selves. He longed for his boyfriend to come home for him to see him, meet him kiss him and hug him. It had been a week without even exchanging words with each other. It hurt Felix but he understood because Chris was a doctor any way.

Their dance/rap group 'Stray Kids' had been kind of suffering lately due to their leaders absence. Seungmin had twisted his ankle just recently and had to be off from practice. Everyone had been just their normal selves, if Chris was excluded, except for...

Felix rushed to the door and see who had knocked.

"Jun!" The orange-haired boy yelled in happiness as he hugged his best friend. They had dated but they just decided it wasn't their thing so they tried friends again. And Chris didn't mind if he saw him and Jun had a boyfriend so it's basically nothing.

"How are you? Everything okay in paradise?" Jun asked Felix teasingly making him blush but answer still. They exchanged questions and sat down in the living room. Until someone walked down the stairs. It was Changbin. This meant no good, he hasn't been himself lately. And only Felix knew what was up.

"Hey Jun I am really sorry but I think you have to go." He just nodded and gave him a thumbs up to signal him that he understood. When he left Felix rushed to find Changbin. He was sitting now on the kitchen table poking his cereal, not eating it closing everything around him. Felix slightly shook him and he hugged him softly, quietly sobbing on Felix's shirt.

"It's bad again, really bad" Changbin finally says and Felix rubs his back asking him if he just wants to watch movies and talk. They moved upstairs to the Chanlix bedroom and cuddled and watched the Little Mermaid. "I love you Binnie."
"Me too Bokkie"

Felix had been Changbin's best friend for some time now. He knew everything about him and vice versa. They loved each other a lot and it hurt Felix to see his best friend in a condition like this. He prays to not see the memory of last year. Of Changbin begging Felix, in his knees crying for Felix to do it, to kill him.

Thank god it never happened because they wouldn't be here now.

When Chris came home he shut the tv and put a blanket over the two sleeping kids and went to sleep in the next room.

A/N: i am really sorry for not updating guys!! i willwrite soon again i promise