chanlix ; fate

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It had had been a week since their last show and... that. Yeah. Felix had a little trouble walking and his hyungs laughed at him while Jeongin just was a confused bean but no one decided to tell him because he was still 'innocent'. But still they all knew what they did with Hyunjin.

Stray kids had gotten a lot of attention and many people asked them for interviews or to promote a brand.

Chris had everything on his back, everything. All of the producing and managing their concerts.
It had been several days since Felix saw Chris in their room sleeping with him. But it was understandable.

They had rehearsing a lot lately. Maybe a bit too much, and Felix knew it was hard for Changbin to keep up with helping Chris and dancing with depression.
It had got him under it's hook lately and Felix could see that. He just begged him to get better. It would mean the world to the whole team. And for stay too.

Stay. Seungmin and Woojin had just got up with that name for their fans. There weren't many people who were their fans but there still was those who supported them no matter what.

"Felixie"

Changbin walked up to Felix and stared into his eyes.

"I'm sorry". Was all he got out and he started sobbing again.

"no no no what did you do" Felic panicked and hugged him tighter than ever.

"Just kidding I'm actually better nowadays" Changbin smirked and Felix sighed.

"Well isn't that amazing" Felix smiled and ruffled his hair.

Changbin happily skipped to the others and they offered him food.
(A/N: i know depression doesn't just go away like that but this is fictional)
Felix smiled at him and let his warm gaze travel around the studio to find his overworking boyfriend.

Eventually he found him just about to change the song. Felix skipped to Chris and hugged his side turning his face by his chin and pecking him slightly.
Chris turned in surprise and kissed him back.
"Hey Lix what's up"
"Nothing much really, I am really excited for the upcoming concert though."
Felix did a squinted eye smile and Chris awed at him.

"Hm yes me too. This show will be great. Especially great."

Felix gave him a confused look and was just about to ask him about it but Chris already gathered everyone there to give instructions etc.

Felix was confused the whole time but pushed himself to the limit just because he wanted everything to absolutely perfect.

-

A few days passed and the show was date that day.

Chris had been absent of one practice the other day and didn't even come to bed in the evening which made Felix confused.

They packed for the concert once again, everything like it should be. But this time, Chris wasn't there for Felix just before they got on stage. He wasn't there to kiss him or to cheer him up. Felix just sat in the dressing room and waited for the moment to come.

And it wasn't just Chris, everyone else avoided him too. When he tried to make eye contact with them, it just turned out awkward and they turned away.

"Alright everyone are we ready?" Woojin hyped us and everyone cheered. They all seemed thrilled but they kinda excluded Felix which wasn't a big thing, not at all.

-

They managed to perform every sing perfectly even though Felix wasn't in the right mood right now.

He fell on his ass twice but recovered quickly to continue performing. He noticed that Chris sneaked him a glance and gave Lix a look that said 'are you hurt' Felix just nodded and kept going.

He actually did stumble a lot and right after every song he felt like collapsing and crying.

"Alright everyone how are we tonight?!" Chris asked stays which made them go absolutely crazy.
He spoke to the mic and Felix felt like he was going to pass out. He nudged Jisung and told him and he told the others subliminally.

The others nodded so he thought that they could keep a break.

This wasn't no any usual headache, he had these weird attacks of pain and sudden memory loss. Like he was again in that coma and came back.

"I am really thrilled to have you stays here tonight. We thank you for the support!" Chris spoke. "But there's something really big happening tonight and I want you all to know about it"

What the hell is he talking about, Felix thought. 'Big'? what even.

"Felix, I've loved you for a long time... A very long time. When I first met you, I could easily tell that you are the one for me. We have faced a lot of complications and twists in our relationship but here we are, together."

Chris took hold of Felix's hand and a small tear formed in the corner of his eye.

Oh no is he going to break up with me? I hope not, again thought Felix.

"We have a fate together Felix. Will you marry me?"

And that, oh that made Felix melt.

He tried to form words but nothing came out.
The glass just shatters around me and the burning looks turn into cold gazes.

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A/N sorry it took me 3737 years to update,, but heres a bit of a plot for you finally