so many questions running through my head
why would she do this to me?
words she's said to me and claimed that she meant
turned out it was all fake in the end
people are smiling and laughing
happy about our split
I try to seem ok, but I fear my emotions are getting through. I try not to look her in the eye. everything hurts. I don't know why I feel this way. why do I feel this way?
I feel alone
truly alone
I feel unlovable
I feel betrayed
I feel like I've been stabbed in the chest a thousand times
it hurts
I will never show my pain.
