back at the place where it started, once again
                              i feel their stares at the back of my head
                              i don't want to be here
                              my body feels heavy with dread as i see the entrance to my own personal hell
                              it's been almost 4 years since this started
                              the hell of which I fear I can never escape
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  