when I put my emotions out on the line in ways such as this, simple publishing of random emotions, it comes with a fear.
the fear of being judged for these things,
the fear of people seeing my flaws,
the fear of being hated for them
so if you take the time to read this, just know, I'm doing this as a release for all of this built up frustration really, hatred and anger, towards myself
I hope that you can understand
