i wonder often if I will ever get better
if there is any medication that could help me
or any ways to feel like I matter
i just want to feel okay
people say I'm bipolar, and I never stay consistent, and I wonder if they're right
I wonder if I get better they would like me more
but what's the point, really
who would take the time to care about the girl who hates herself and disregards her health
the girl who never listens to the doctors
the girl who neglects therapy appointments
the girl who always lies and says she's okay
