LOVE MAZE (JiKook)

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JUNGKOOK'S POV

That morning I woke up with Jimin in my arms, naked underneath the blanket and I realized that we indeed have made love the night before. It wasn't a dream and how glad I was. He was so peacefully sleeping facing me. He looked so adorable and small. I just couldn't take my eyes off of him. He was just so beautiful even when he was asleep like this. How could a man be so beautiful beyond anything that I've ever seen in my life? 

It just made everything even clearer to me that this was what I wanted for the rest of my life, waking up beside this man every morning, stay by his side forever. I might be too young but I knew the moment I saw him that night for the first time in my life, he was the only one I've ever wanted to be with forever. 

"Oh what have you done to me Park Jimin?" I mumbled to myself. I couldn't help but smile and I gently caressed his face with my thumb and lightly peck his plump pretty lips that slightly opened.

He stirred a little bit but he didn't wake up so I decided to enjoy this moment of holding him in my arms feeling the soft bare skin of his against mine for a while until he woke up just a few minutes later.

He slowly opened his eyes and as our eyes finally met he smiled and my heart just did the karate jumping around in joy. 

"Hey beautiful!" I greeted him while grinning widely.

"S...stop it Kook!" He whined while blushing hard and lightly slapped my chest with his cute tiny hand. So adorable God!!!

"What??? You are beautiful. I'm just stating fact babe," I told him as I put on the I feel offended face. He just giggled cutely.

"Well thank you and good morning Mr. Handsome," He replied playfully and bopped my nose with his point finger.

"Oh I love you so much Park Jimin," I said before pulling him closer and kissed him again. 

"I love you too more Jeon Jungkook," He replied giggling as our lips parted away. 

"What time is it?" he asked. 

"It's already nine o'clock," I told him as I checked on the watch on the drawer behind him.

"Oh I'm going to take a shower then," he said as he tried to get up but then flinched as he finally felt the pain in his lower part I guessed.

"Owh I'm so sore and it's because of you! Now take the responsibility Jeon Jungkook!" He pouted and cutely glared at me. He didn't even look scary what the hell he was trying to show me? I scoffed.

"Of course it's an honour for me to take the responsibility of taking care of you, my baby Jimin," I cooed and he giggled again. Then I smirked and whispered to him, "but you liked it too that you keep moa---" 

"Shut up! Now take me to the shower, will you?" He blushed again feeling embarrassed of the last night event and whined. I chuckled and kissed his pouty lips before finally took him in my arms and carried him to the shower. We ended up taking a shower together.

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AUTHOR'S POV

Later that night, the lovebirds decided to have dinner outside. Jungkook was behind the wheel as he was driving the car to the restaurant they've planned to have dinner at. While Jimin was on the passenger seat, leaning his head to the car's window. He was thinking silently and softly sighed. It didn't go unnoticed by the boy on the steering wheel. The boy then stretched his free hand to gently squeezed his lover's small one.

"Baby, is everything okay?" He asked, concerned.

"Uhm, y...yeah everything is okay," he replied stuttered and smiled to the boy but that smile somehow made the boy felt uneasy because he knows that kind of smile was signalling everything was not okay especially if it was from Jimin.

"Are you sure?" he asked again, feeling worried and nervous at the same time.

"Yup," Jimin shortly answered and looked away. 

Jungkook tried his best to brushed the bad thought out and kept driving. A few minutes later they finally arrived at the restaurant.

It was not too packed that night so they could get their table easily. They spent the dinner with talked, laughs, and of course, ate some foods. Then about an hour later they decided to leave for another late night date, just driving around the city to enjoy the beautiful glimmering lights of it. 

Everything really looked good and fun but Jungkook couldn't stop but wonder about what actually was on his lover's mind that has made him feel uneasy all night long. He just couldn't forget that smile. Jimin was hiding something from him and that thing was bad, he could sense it. But he decided not to rubb it more as he didn't want to ruin their night. 

It was around midnight that the couple finally went home. Jungkook again wanted to stay with Jimin. The older just sighed defeated as he couldn't reject his lover plead. Even though he actually kind of felt bad about it knowing how Mrs. Jeon hate their relationship and now her youngest son did not even want to go home just because he wanted to stay with him. 

"Hyung, how about we just live together?" Jungkook suddenly asked Jimin when they were on bed cuddling trying to sleep. The question was startling the man. If it wasn't because of mrs. Jeon hate their relationship he would love the idea because he too wanted to stay with his lover closer. He sighed and looked up to see the boy in the eyes.

"Kook, I... isn't it too fast? I mean for you? Are you sure? I mean living together means we will have more responsibility and more problems you know. You'll find out my flaws more and more and if you're not ready then you'll get bored of me and we'll end up hating each other," Jimin tried to reason out even though his reason sounded so stupid for the younger. 

"Hyung, like I told you before I will never leave you no matter what happens I won't I just can't. I love you too much to leave you just because of any stupid flaws you have. Well, we might just be dating for almost five months but technically I've known you for almost three years so it's not like I don't know you hyung. I've seen you in your worst and here I am still falling hard for you, love you more than anything even my own life. I know you think it's too fast for us to live together but I just... I...I want you hyung, I always want you, to be with you, to stay by your side always, I'll miss you everytime we can't see each others. So why can't we live together? " Jungkook asked again.

Listening to Jungkook's words, Jimin felt his heart clenched. Those words sounded too familiar for him. It reminded him of the late Min Yoongi. He used to tell him that too but look what happened. He left him forever and he didn't want to lose Jungkook too this time. But what could he do as if he ran out of his luck, he was the one who had to leave the boy this time even though he had to chop his own heart out into pieces. Because he thought it was the best for the boy before it's too late and he would be hurt even more. Jimin has planned everything and he has determined to work it out. So he couldn't ruin it by saying yes to the boy's wish. 

"Let's talk about it again later, alright. I'm sleepy Kook!" Jimin whined as he yawned. 

The boy sighed and pulled the man closer, holding him closer in his arms.

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