LOVE MAZE (JiKook)

I HAVE NO CHOICE

*Long chapter, and this is not the end yet..... And again I'm so sorry for the very late update. My depression has been acting up lately and I felt like I've lost my motivation and passion in everything.*

Jimin gulped and tried his best to show Jungkook his biggest smile. "It's nothing Kook-ah! I've just been missing you so much lately because you were too busy helping Taehyungie with his wedding and I was too busy with my audition which made us hardly seeing each other. So is it wrong for me to miss my boyfriend?" Jimin lied. Well, technically he told him the truth because he did miss his boyfriend but he just didn't tell him the whole truth.

Jungkook sighed and smile. "Of course not! I missed you too so much babe. Oh, Thank's God! You scared me you know," Jungkook pulled him into his arms and held him tight, kissed the side of Jimin's head before he pulled away and started to kiss the man's lips again. This time the kiss continued to the bed.

"I love you Jeon Jungkook, so much and forever," Jimin told the boy as they were making love to each other that night.

"I love you too Park Jimin, with whole my heart," Jungkook replied and started to devour the man beneath him with love and desire that he just has only for him.

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JIMIN'S POV

I kissed him for the last time that morning when he left my dorm to go back to his family, to sent Taehyung to the airport for his honeymoon with Jiwon. I should be there too but I lied to all of them saying that I have an audition that morning. The truth was I was going to pack my things which was not a lot and I would leave to Japan in the afternoon.

I stood there in the front gate sending him away as I chocked back my tears and he turned around for the last time before entering his car, smilling and waving to me. Those smiles were killing me. If he knows what would come that day I believed I wouldn't even see those smiles, those shimmering eyes that screaming love for me. I waved back to him and mouthed "I love you" to him which he replied with a bigger smile while blowing a kiss with his hand to me. I couldn't help but laugh at his cute behaviour. He then entered his car and drove away. 

I ran back to my dorm and let the tears out, cried my heart out as the pain was so unbearable for me. Then my phone rang, I picked it up.

"H...hello," I answered trying my best to stop crying.

"Jimin? Are you okay? Why are you crying?" Hoseok hyung asked worried.

"It's hurt hyung! I... I don't think I can do this. I'm gonna miss him and everyone so much. I'm going to hurt him. What should I do hyung? Please help me!" I cried desperately.

"I'll be there in a minute and don't do a stupid thing!" He said and the phone was off. 

Not long after I heard a knock on my front door. I opened it and as I saw Hoseok hyung stood there looking worried and concerned I ran into his arms and cried again. He held me and patted my back gently.

"It's okay Jimin-ah, hyung is here," He said, tried to calm me down.

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AUTHOR'S POV

"If you think you can do this then don't do it Jimin! I told you before that it's going to hurt you and a lot of people who loves and cares for you, especially Jungkook. He's going to be so devastated when he found out you're leaving him and everyone. I still don't believe that you agreed with that stupid deal. She's clearly being selfish and literally trying to ruin his son's happiness and here you are helping her hurting Jungkook and so Taehyung I guessed. I'm going to ask you again for million times already Park Jimin, are you sure about this?" Hoseok tried his best to make the younger realize that what he was gonna do was not good for anyone including him himself. 

Jimin just stared blankly at the windows of his dorm as he stood there for a while when Hoseok tried to talk some sense to him. He then sighed and turned around to face the older who looked frustrated by the younger's decision. 

"I have no choice hyung, I... I..."

"That's bullshit Jimin, you totally have a better choice than this. Just tell Jungkook the truth! If you can't then I'll help you. I'll talk to him," Hoseok said frustrated.

"No! You don't understand! They're gonna fight again and he's gonna hate her a... and she's gonna hate me more. I'm gonna ruin a family and I can't do that hyung. That's so selfish!" Jimin shrieked crying again.

"Oh Jimin... Park Jimin... You're not being selfish when you fight for your love especially when this kind of love you both have is worth to fight for and yet you called it selfish. If it's selfish than what is she then? She's the one who is selfish and worse she doesn't even respect you as a person Jimin. Can't you see it? I... that day I saw and heard everything Jimin. Did you forget already? She called you things you are NOT and you DID NOT deserve those humiliations. If Yoongi see that he'll kill her," Hoseok blurted out in anger that he didn't realize what just he said.

"Yeah and none of this would happen hyung... but what can I do I already lost him too, so what do you want me to do???" Jimin yelled out loud, his body was shaking and trembling. His heart was broken even more by the mention of Yoongi. Yes he had moved on with Jungkook but Yoongi was always there in his heart no matter what happened. 

Hoseok felt guilty as he realized what just he said but he was so frustrated that he just blurted out because he remembered how Yoongi treasured the broken man in front of him so much. There were a lot of songs he wrote about him even though Jimin himself didn't know about it. But Hoseok knew it very well because Yoongi told him that Jimin was his muse and his everything and in every song, you can tell how much Yoongi loved him. So seeing what was happening to the younger was frustrating him. He didn't deserve any of this. 

"I'm so sorry Jimin-ah," He said as he scooted closer to the younger and hug him to give comfort. They stay like that for a while then Jimin pulled away and looked at the man in front of him, "let's do this hyung!" the younger stepped away and started to pack his things. Hoseok just sighed, he knew he couldn't change the younger's mind. 

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It was around two in the afternoon, Jungkook has been trying to call Jimin but the older didn't pick it up and then suddenly the number couldn't be called anymore. Jungkook grew anxious and worried so he drove to Jimin's dorm just to find out nothing but an empty room. 

"No...no... no! Don't tell me this is why he has been acting so strange! No, don't you dare Park Jimin!!! He screamed and started to cry. He walked out of the building and entered his car then started to call everyone who know him and Jimin. 

Hoseok gulped as he saw his phone. He was on his car driving back home after sending Jimin at the airport. He nervously picked the phone up and stopped his car on the side of the road.

"Hello Jungkook, how are you?" Hoseok answered, tried to act and sound normally.

"H...Hyung do you know where Jimin hyung?" Jungkook asked crying. Hoseok heart clenched. He hate it so much for doing this to the boy but he promised Jimin since that day when he witnessed the younger sealed the deal with the Queen of Jeons. 

"What do you mean? What happened?" Hoseok pretended as he had no idea what was going on.

"He left hyung, his dorm is empty and he didn't pick his phone up. I've been asking everyone and no one knows where he is. You're my last hope hyung. I'm so dumb so fucking dumb. He has been acting weird recently especially last night and this morning he... I don't know anymore. What have I done so wrong that he's doing this to me hyung??? Why???" Jungkook cried and the phone fell off of his hand as he covered his face with both of his hands. 

"Why Jimin? Why are you doing this?" Jungkook mumbled to himself, kept questioning what his lover did. 

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