(Shane's Pov)
I was fucking pissed. Why would Jaxon betray me like that? I wonder if anyone else was in it. Ryland should break up with him. The last time someone dated Derrick he cheated on them and it drove them to suicide and he will be dead if he does the same to Ryland. People always find something to hold against me. Jaxon has been my friend since kindergarten and then Ben joined in first grade. We were such good friends just for him to now go behind my back and now that stupid picture is stopping me from anonymously texting my crush. He probably hates me now. I wouldn't ever be surprised if the whole school hates me. They all probably do. I need to stop being this way. But no one would trust me.
It's the last year of college though. I can't really change much. I've been this was since 11th grade. More people have gotten scared of me. If there is one person I definitely don't want to hate me or be scared of me it's Ryland, but because of Jaxon and Derrick he'll probably always hate me, and so will everyone else in the school. I need to get something to hold against Derrick. But what. I need to keep an eye on him until I get something. I also need to go confront Jaxon maybe. I need to find anything to hold against him on something he loves. Anything he loves honestly. I wonder how long I'll hate him also. Maybe forever. I need to find new friends. Well, Ben hasn't done anything and he better not and if he's in this I'll ruin everything for both of them. I'll expose their worst secrets to everyone in the school and ruin their reputations.
