(Rylands Pov)
I came home and saw Derrick, "Hey baby!" I said running to him to hug him. He pushed me away.. "What the fuck?" I said to him. When I came in he was on his phone but he always is so I didn't think about it. He must not be in the mood so I went to go lay down. I fell asleep pretty fast. I guess I was tired.. I was just excited to see Shane again maybe also...
Shane...
Why is he always in my mind?
I have a boyfriend..
But I think he hates me..
The next morning I woke up, we didn't have school that day so I stayed in bed for a while and texted Sha.
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New message {Ryland}
Ryland: Hey! What are you doing?
Sha: Oh, nothing really. What about you?
Ryland: Oh nothing, I'm about to get up and get ready to go to Shanes house.
Sha: Have fun.
Ryland: Ha ha. Ok I will. When will we meet up?
Sha: Uh.. you chose that but not anywhere soon.
Ryland: Ok I'll be thinking. But I guess it's time to get ready to go to Shane's. I'll text you when I get home! Bye.
Sha: Bye!Message sent.
Message read.
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(Shane's Pov)I was waiting for Ryland to arrive, I was kinda nervous though because it will just be us.. Just me and just Ryland. I was thinking of what to say.. then I hear a knock at the door, I get up and hurry to the door. "Hey Ryland! Come in." I say smiling. "Hey Shane!" Ryland says walking in smiling. His eyes are beautiful and so is his smile. So calming.
Ryland.
So amazing and perfect.
"How have you been doing?" He asked looking at me, "Good, what about you?" I said looking into his beautiful ocean blue eyes, "Well, I'm dating Derrick and he's been acting odd kind of.." he said looking down. "How is he acting odd?" I asked looking at our hands which were almost touching. "Well when I say hi to him he responds sounding annoyed, and when I hug him he pushes me away.." he said looking at me with a frown. I hated seeing him hurt. It killed me inside. "That fucker.." I thought to myself.
"Maybe... I don't know..." I said looking down. "Does it make you sad.?" I asked, "Sorta.." Ryland said while looking into my eyes.
That fucker
If he keeps this up. He's dead..
"Maybe give him some time.... I don't know why he's being like this.." I said knowing I was basically lying to him.. "Yea, I should do that." He said looking down. He looked like his eyes were filling with tears..
I hate that.
I hate seeing him hurt.
It hurts me...