(Rylands Pov)
How could he? I don't who it is but I already love their personality and now this happens.. This probably doesn't even sound like a big deal but it is to me. I wanted to meet them. I still slightly do but I don't know anymore. This just makes me sad thinking about it. I should go to Derricks house and talk to him. He makes me happy.
"Hi my baby Derrick!" I say lovingly while I walk into his house. I see him so I run over, "Hey baby, what are you doing?" I say looking at him while he's typing on his phone, I wait patiently for him to respond. He finally looks up and sees me, "Hi baby!" I say to him jumping onto him to hug him, "Hi." He says sounding annoyed while he pushes me away which breaks out hug, "Is something wrong?" I ask worried. "No. Now what do you want?" He asks looking back at his phone. "I just wanted to see how you're doing... Did I interrupt something.?" I ask while looking at the floor, "Can you not see that I'm trying to text someone?" He asks with a annoyed angry tone.
I felt pretty sad. He doesn't want to make me happy I guess..."Well I'll leave then.." I say walking away, "Bye." He says walking to the couch. I leave shutting door behind me and I just walk down the hallways looking down. Then I bumped into something, "I'm so sorry!" I hear someone say. I slightly recognized the voice. Shane! "No, I'm sorry. I wasn't looking." I said getting up. His face was a light shade of red and so was mine, "Well, I need to go.." Shane said looking down. "Bye then.." I said barely smiling. He walked away and I went back to my place. I started crying on my bed, I felt like no one wanted anything to do with me. I felt like a waste of space. I knew that Derrick wasn't really my type but I'm not going to break up with him.