Anxiety

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Another sleepless night begins,

As thoughts race continuously through my head without focus,

And fear wraps itself tightly around my chest making it almost impossible to breathe.

My heart beat increases rapidly as I continue to struggle,

Desperately trying to obtain complete control,

But only in vain.

I begin to wonder why it is I am even trying,

What is it that I am searching for.

All my desires and dreams become blurred as doubt and disappointment settle in,

Causing my once-unwavering determination,

To crumble and fall.

And even though I try so hard to control these feelings,

They become so overwhelming that I fear my very existence may be crushed beneath the weight.

But if I had someone there, just to tell me I was ok,

Then maybe I would be.

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