Our First (Ziall)

Hate It

*Zayn*

"Li! Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because! You don't just fall for your best mate!" He yelled. I could tell he was seriously hurt. At least I could now. He looked so fragile. Not like the strong and father-like guy I was so used to seeing.

"God, Li, Don't worry. We'll get you out of this mess..." I whispered, comfortingly holding him. He shook his head and laughed bitterly.

"You know, I'm even jealous of you and Niall."

"Yeah, I'm jealous of us too." I whispered. I honestly didn't know how else to put it. "It's hard knowing that hes only pretending to be my boyfriend. Hurts, actually." I admitted. Liam stared up to me like I was crazy, and I couldn't help but to laugh at how ridiculous I sounded.

"Maybe you should tell him." He responded, giving me a sad smile as we started to walk back. I shook my head and let out a sigh. There was no way I was going to tell him yet. The thought of him turning his back on me was almost physically painful. Liam and I had finally reached the flat. I felt all nervous about walking in. And I knew Liam wasn't feeling any better than I was. He was about to open the door but I stopped him.

"Are you sure we should go inside right now?" I asked. He just nodded and walked in. I hadn't even gotten the chance to step foot because I felt somebody jump on me.

"Zaaaaayn! Why didn't you tell me you were leaving?! I was starting to get worried!" Niall shouted before pecking my lips.

"I did! You just weren't listening!" I responded playfully and pulled him back inside with me, shutting the door behind us. He pouted and I couldn't help but to pull him back in for another kiss. Every time we kissed, I felt this warmth that ran through me, and I loved it.

"Get a room!" Louis shouted playfully. Everybody laughed. Except Liam. I didn't really expect him to. But he did at least chuckle. And I knew nobody would question it because he was the most serious out of all of us.

"Hey Li?" Louis called as he walked over to Liam. "Be my best man?" He asked. I could tell Liam really wanted to break down.

"Of course." He choked out, hugging Lou. I noticed the tear that slipped down his face. "I'm going to bed." He muttered and went over down to his room. I really wanted to go after him but I knew I couldn't. I forced myself to hug Lou and Harry.

"Congratulations you guys! I think I'm going to go to bed too." I smiled widely, hoping it didn't look as fake as it felt. They gave me their thanks as Niall jumped around uncontrollably.

"Niall, what are you doing babe?" I asked as he began to slow down.

"This is fun!" He said simply as he kept jumping and laughing. I smiled, genuinely this time, and dragged him over to what was now our room. He sighed as he plopped down onto our bed.

"Baaaaabe. I'm so tired now." He let out as he tried to lay down.

"No no. None of that. C'mon. Go take a quick shower and then you can go to sleep, okay?" I said as I stood him up, trying to avoid the butterflies in my stomach when he called me babe. He groaned and walked towards the bathroom. I felt myself wanting to glance over at his perfect ass. I knew very well I couldn't have him. And I absolutely hate it.

A/N: Hope that it was good I tried my best at making a good chapter but failed. So sorry about that but I hope you could enjoy it at least the slightest bit. I love you guys ^_^ I really do <3 So I'll try not to take so long. Anything you want me to add, don't hesitate to ask :D