In Love With My Best Friend

Gray's Girl?

Today was the first day of Senior year. My friend group is very limited and I'm not complaining. The only people that have stuck around are Lily, Grayson, and Ethan. We're always together, it's been that way since sophomore year. Have I had any boyfriends? Well yeah, but neither of them ended on a good note. One cheated and the other just left. Freshman and sophomore year we're the hardest years for me. I thought I was in love during my very first year of high school and later found out that I was very much wrong. When Mason cheated on me, I spent most of that year sulking around and just overall not happy.

I later met Lily, whos been there for me since the end of freshman year. She had just transferred over from New York and was looking for new friends. She found me. We've been best friends ever since.

The beginning of Sophomore year I met the Dolan Twins. Lily introduced me to them because she had began dating Ethan in the summer before sophomore year. She decided that since we we're best friends that I should meet her lover. We've all been so close ever since. Then I met Carter. We dated towards the middle of sophomore year. One day he just left. I haven't seen or heard from him since. So, the deal I made with myself was to stay single for as long as possible since relationships are obviously not for me. That didn't work.

I was currently laying in bed staring at the ceiling until I heard my phone ring. I turned over and looked at my phone to see who had been calling me. Lily.

"Hello?", I answered groggily.

"I'm picking you up in 30 so get ready because I know your still in bed." Lily responded quickly.

"Are we picking the twins up as well?" I asked yawning.

"Yea, I'm picking them up first because you take forever"

"Yea yea, I'll be ready." I responded rolling my eyes. With that, I hung up the phone so I could begin my day. I showered, washed my face, brushed my teeth, and straightened my hair. The outfit I chose was fairly simple. *Outfit above*

I then heard a car horn outside and went on my way to school with my best friends.

"Hey guys." I said getting in the back with Grayson. They all responded with cheerful greetings and we drove off.

"You look nice today." Grayson said, hugging me from the side.

"Thanks, you too gray." I said, hugging back.

We arrived at school and went to our new classes. I had Calculus first period with Grayson and Ethan, while Lily had her history class. I then began looking around to see where the boys were seated at and there was no sight of Grayson. Ethan was seated in a row behind me. I smiled at him and asked where Gray was. He responded with a shrug. That's when I looked at the door and saw Grayson entering with a blonde haired girl, his grip around her waist. I looked at E confused, but he didn't look back, instead he looked down. I've never seen Gray with a girl. Ever. He's been single since I've met him.

He sat down without looking at me, leaving me confused. He was just hugging me in the car. I decided to just leave it alone and not worry about it. The lesson began and I found myself being distracted by him and the blonde girl seated next to him. They were on my right, in front of me. Then the bell rang.

The two immediately walked out. I went to Ethan and he just looked at me and smiled. I gave a weak smile back and we met up with lily for study hall.

Ethan, Lily, and I were at one table beginning homework. I had been quiet majority of the time and Lily noticed.

"Hey Lor, you okay?" She said looking at me.

"Yea, why?" I asked. I knew why.

"You've been quiet this whole time." She said confused.

I decided to just stay quiet about Grayson because I didn't want people to ask me why I cared so much. He's only my best friend. He's allowed to talk and date anyone he pleases, but it still bothered me. I'm not used to seeing him be so intimate with a female.

"I'm okay, just tired." I responded smiling.

She then nodded slowly, not believing what I said. Nobody brought up Grayson or asked where he was. Strange because Ethan's always worried about where he is. I just ignored it.

The day was soon over. As I was heading to lily's car, I saw Grayson in another car. The blonde's car. I rolled my eyes, and sat in the backseat of my best friend's vehicle. I put my headphones in and rested my head on the window.

"Hey Lor." Lily tapped my leg, trying to get my attention.

"Yea?" I asked.

"Wanna go to the twin's house for a little?" She asked.

I thought about it and replied with a nod.

We then headed to the Dolan's.

We arrived and sat in the living room. We picked out a movie and began watching. Lily and Ethan we're cuddling on one couch, with me on the other alone. Usually I would be with Grayson laughing about the bad jokes the characters would make in these movies, but he's not here.

The couple fell asleep. I giggled at the sight because they always fall asleep during movies together. I heard the door open and saw Grayson and the girl walk in. Grayson looked at me, then looked away and headed upstairs. Wow, that hurt. I took that as my que to leave. I got up and accidentally woke up the two.

"Hey, where are you going? We we're gonna head out for some dinner later on." Ethan said.

"I just rather go home, I'm super tired and I need to start homework." I said fake yawning.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Lily asked worried.

I nodded.

"I could take you." Lily said getting up.

"No its fine, I want to walk." I said shaking my head.

"We're bringing you anyway." Ethan said putting his shoes on.

They soon dropped me off home.

I changed into pj's and soon fell asleep worried about Grayson.