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      I spit my water straight out and began choking on it.
      "Was that- was that not it?" Niki looked around confused
      "Bloody hell mum we were just saying that her and I are living together" I felt like I couldn't breathe. Then went the loud BEEEEEPPPP of my heart rate monitor
       "I'm gonna, I'm gonna go to the- uh washroom real quick" I said standing up and pressing the silent button on the monitor. this would make so much sense to everything, why all these things have been weird for me. This could be why....oh no.
       "I'll come!!" Niki shot up, and linked arms with me almost as if she was trying to keep me from passing out. I couldn't keep a simple thought in my brain. Once i got to the bathroom i ran to the toilet and threw up. Niki came running in the stall after me and held my hair up. Everything was like a blur. After I had puked up whatever I could I sat next to the Toilet on the ground
       "Do you really-"
       "Love i do..." Niki bluntly said
      "There's a drug store across the street...I think I just, i think I wanna go home" I told her and she shook her head yes.
       "They can get a cab, were just gonna go" she said as she flushed the toilet. I nodded my head, and she helped me up. I waited in the bathroom and cleaned up as she ran and got the key. We walked to the car, arm in arm but everything was a blur. I felt like i would throw up at any minute. We pulled into the drug store parking lot. I didn't even remember Niki getting out of the car. What if I am pregnant. Tom and I are not ready, we have a small two bedroom apartment. We're not even married. I have a sister who's still a baby. Her aunt will be 5 years old. My mom could get pregnant right now, and I'll be pregnant, I'm still a baby. I'm not ready to take care of a baby. I can barely take care of myself.
      No what, if I'm pregnant I can't get rid of this baby no way ever. But what if I pass this heart thing on, what if my baby is constantly at risk of dying, what if I die giving birth cause my hearts to weak. I can barely take care of myself, let alone another being?!?! A small baby??
      "Rory?" I heard Niki and I snapped out of my thoughts. She held the bag up and it had a bunch of stuff in it
       "What, what is all that"
       "I bought 5 different tests because I don't remember this from when I had Paddy and I'm freaking out"
       "I'm freaking out" I said as we heard another beep from my heart monitor. I quickly pressed the silence button once again.
       "There's a bathroom in there"
       "Yes" I said as if she had asked a question. We both hopped out of the car and walked back into the store. Going straight to the back and going in the bathroom.
       When we walked in I started pacing as Niki began fumbling with the bags
      "Here" she handed me a box "just- just go pee on it and bring it back in here or just I don't know go" I grabbed the box and went into the bathroom. It took awhile but I finally peed on the stick. I put the cap back on and walked out and handed it to her.
       "Niki were not ready" i began crying "this, I'm sorry"
      "No no no" she pulled me into a hug "i am so ready to be a grandma" I laughed at her response
      "I'm going to be an awful mom" I brought myself back to reality
      "Baby Your really not, sure we weren't expecting this, and wasn't ready for it to be so soon, but I see the way you are with Avri and even with Paddy. Your more ready than you know. I'll move out here if you want, your mom and dad live 10 minutes from you. You live in an amazing area" she broke from the hug and looked at me in the eyes "I wouldn't want anyone else but you to have my grandchildren, and you know what Aurora this could be a  negative test maybe it'll just open your eyes to see that you want children, you don't know" I sniff and wiped my eyes shaking my head yes. The test was on the sink counter upside down. The timer I was not aware she set went off and her phone made some really loud beeping.
      We both froze, then greeting us again was a loud sequel, louder than before from my heart monitor.
      "Come here" she said once again and we began hugging for awhile as I muted the beeping.
      "What if my heart won't be able to handle a baby" I asked while being in her embrace
      "Aurora we will figure that out once we know the real answer" she said breaking away from the hug. She held my face in her hands gently and wiped the tears away with her thumbs "you are going to be okay"
       "Is it ready?" I asked as she walked over to it
       "It's been 6 minutes" she shrugged and weakly smiled.
       "Who looks first" she picked it up and handed it to me upside down
       "Turn it whenever you're ready"
      I nodded my head. I took a couple deep breathes and than turned it over.....
     

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