Diddo :)

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We were both in just a state of euphoria. But I soon went to the place I told him not to go to.
     "Tom" we were sitting on our bed with the tests laying out "I have to tell my mom"
      "Okay we wi-"
      "And my dad. I have to tell my 5 year old sister. Tom we are twenty. Four. TWENTY FOUR! I mean we're not even married, and I don't even have a steady job, let alone any job. Tom I don't even work! I just get acting checks BARELY." I was in pure panic
      "Baby but-"
      "My mom Is gon- how am I supposed to tell her that I'm 24 and pregnant and not prepared at all. My dad is going to have a heart attack"
      "Babe.-"
       "I can't even get over whelmed without having the fear of a heart attack, how am I supposed to have a whole baby"
       "Aurora we ca-"
       "And I'm 24, we're so young, soooo young. And children!! I wasn't ready for this, were any of us-"
        "Aurora will you let me talk!" He raised his voice and startled me "Okay i get it we're not ready we'll figure it out or whatever" he stood up and stomped off slamming the door behind him. Wow. That was- okay? I stood up and sighed. Then I saw myself in the mirror. I went over to it and turned to the side and looked at my stomach. I wasn't showing yet, obviously but I was a little more puffy than usually. I looked away from the mirror and at my stomach
       "There's a baby in there" I let out a deep breathe and then ran to go find Tom. Niki and Dom were in the living room and Niki tilted her head and I shrugged my shoulders. She pointed to the door and I knew exactly where he would be so I quickly grabbed my keys and jacket and began speed walking to the elevators. Tom has always just gone to the roof of our building. He always says how it makes him feel calm and when everyone looks so tiny from so High up it makes him feel like nothing in the world matters. I pressed the elevator button and threw on my jacket. The doors open and I stepped in pressing the roof button. It was about a 30 second ride and then I stepped out and walked through the door to the roof. Tom had has arms on the edge chilling on his elbows with his hands holding his head up as he looked out at the buildings.
"Want some company" I said making him jump a little
"Oh if you want i guess" he didn't even turn around to look at me or anything. I frowned and then walked over next to him and laid my head down on his shoulder with my arms on the ledge.
"What's wrong" I asked him sighing
"It's nothing, I'll be fine" he laid his head on mine
"Tom please tell me" I put my hand on his and he sighed
"I'm just scared" he said almost definetly half truthed
I lifted my head away from him shoulders and looked right at him. I wanted him to look at me too but he looked out In the distance, which made me just be looking at the side of his face.
"Tom what's really wrong" I was almost pleading for him to tell me
"I'm scared" he began to raise his voice again
"I'm not asking you to get mad, I'm asking you to tell me what's wrong Tom!" He finally looked in my eyes
       "Every. Single. One. Of your problems-."
     "I'm sorry I'm complaining to much" I rolled my eyes and look away from him. Was that really his issue here. This is so frustrating that he is upset that I am scared-
       "I am the core of every. Single. Problem-."
      "What" I looked back at him sympathetically
       "I am the issue Aurora! If you were to just be with Jake still you wouldn't-"
       "JAKE?! Your really comparing yourself to Jake right now. It has been three years Tom. THREE YEARS. I haven't even at one moment thought about or regretted breaking things up with me and Jake and you just bring it up like- UGHH"
      "Aurora I didn't mean for you-"
      "Why would you ever even accuse me of being THAT cruel Tom. Maybe you are the core of every. Single. One. Of. My. Problems. But your the root of ALL my happiness. I wouldn't even for a second think of having anyone else's baby. I'm just scared!"
       "I'm scared too"
       "...."
        "What if I'm a terrible father"
        "What if I'm a terrible mother"
       "We Sound ridiculous" he smiled at me
        "We do don't we" I smiled back. He stepped closer to me
        "You're to perfect to be a bad mom" he began leaning in to close the gap
       "Diddo Holland" i said as our lips connected.

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