Falling For You

Chapter 3

We were now watching the third movie "Baggage Claim" and everyone was sleep but me. Lialle had gotten on the couch and fell asleep. It was obvious that we were spending the night so I made myself comfortable. The movie was kinda boring so I just made snapchats and scrolled through twitter. I think I started dozing off ...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I woke up to the doorknob rattling. I guess Christen was home. Finally. I looked at my phone and it was 3:17 a.m. The fuck. I pretended to be sleep when she came in. When she came in it looked like she was crying. My first instinct was to see what was wrong but she closed her door upstairs. It's none of my business anyway. On second thought it couldn't hurt. An act of kindness and concern. Nothing wrong with that. When I got upstairs I listened at her door, I couldn't hear anything but quiet sobs. I didn't know whether to knock or just go in, so I just knocked twice and went it. she didn't even look up and see who it was. "what's wrong witchu?" I asked in a nice way.

"It really don't even matter." it was clear she didn't want to talk about it so I just alright and sat on the step. I knew something was wrong so I decided to give her five more minutes and then I'd go ask her again.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"I don't want to be a bother, but I know something's wrong witchu. You said it don't matter, but if it didn't matter you wouldn't be all upset." I was just being honest. It was just quiet, and I was standing at her door waiting for her to respond. She was taking forever.. "My girlfriend, the one that was with me at BWW has been messing around behind my back for months!" Damn I thought to myself. It made her even more upset having to say it which made me mad a little. I went in her room and sat on the edge of her bed. "How'd you find out?"

"I was gonna spend the night at her house and while she was in the shower her phone rang, it was some girl named Tammy, and she was talking about them meeting up cause she missed her and her tongue!" That's when she completely broke down and I did my best to calm her down. I wrapped my arms around her and let her sob on my chest. she smelled good. I think I smelled better though. 😜. "Did you tell her who you were?" I asked

"Yes and she said oh shit and hung up!"

I didn't say it but it sounds like the Tammy bitch already knew. "well fuck your girl and Tammy, you WILL be okay, it might not be today but you'll be alright."

I hated seeing people upset or stressing over stuff like this. I know it was tough for me especially after getting my heart stepped on and broken by so many guys I thought had loved me. After I had had enough of that I found myself finding girls more attractive and I barely looked at guys. I got looks but I wasn't even paying attention. Id hear my friends say "Girl don't you see him checking you out" or "he has his eyes all over you!". I wouldn't even look their way. Christen though, was way to beautiful to be upset but girls feelings are STRONG and unlike boys we show ours. I guess that's the point. Guys are supposed to be all strong and girls are supposed to be soft. If that's the case why are all these dudes posting their feelings and how they feel on social media. If that's how you feel act like it. Dudes be so quick to flash shit on social media but act tough as hell around their homies. Pvssy niggas if you ask me. I was deep in my thoughts. "You smell good!" Christen said. She kinda startled me. "So do you, and thanks" "thanks." She made her self comfortable in my arms and we just sat there in quiet. I enjoyed every moment of it cause there probably wouldn't be another.

~~~~~~~~~~~

30 minutes later I woke up and Christen was lightly snoring in my arms. She was K.O. I let go of her and threw her cover over her. I turned off her light and went downstairs. When I looked at the clock it was 5:34. I got a blanket and laid on the other side of the couch Laie was on. I said my prayers making sure I included Christen and went to sleep.

• the chapters will get longer!

•COMMENT