Hope Mikaelson

Chapter 35: Messed up

Song of this chapter: How long- Charlie Puth
"I'll admit I was wrong."

Scotts P.O.V

I messed up. There was no doubt about it. How could I let my feelings cloud my actions? I almost kissed the girl I had been crushing on since I was 10, but just lost the girl I promised I'd never leave. I don't know why I got into a relationship when I had feelings for someone I couldn't have. Someone that I clearly loved, even when I was with Alisson.

Hope ran off to go find Alisson, which left me in the library alone rethinking my decisions. I've never done this, and I can't think about what Alisson just be feeling. If I do apologise, do I want her back? Or will she hate me for the rest of her life? However, this wasn't the biggest thing which was on my mind. It was the fact that Hope nearly kissed me back.

Did she feel the same way? Or was it something to do in the heat of the moment? So many questions that I don't know how to ask. All that was clear was that I had to apologise, I just didn't know how.

Hopes P.O.V:

I can't process what just happened. I just did that to one of my friends. I completely forgot it was Scott, and I have no words to describe it. I feel like a total bitch, and I don't want to be THAT girl. I can't imagine what Alisson is feeling, but she probably hates my guts. Especially of what she told me a month previous:

Alisson wanted to come over, because she wanted to talk. I had no idea what it was about, I just thought she needed an excuse, because she wanted to hang. She came over and sat on my bed, scratching her nail polish off her finger nails, which I assumed what she did when she was nervous.

"Are you ok?" I said

"Yeah, why?" She said.

"Because we've been sitting here for the past 10 minutes in total silence." I say.

"Oh." She laughs. "Sorry."

"I guess I'm really nervous." She replies.

"Why? You can tell me whatever."

"This might seem crazy or whatever. But I'm worried." She says, looking down.

"About?" I say raising an eyebrow.

"That Scott will leave me for you." She whispers.

I laugh. "That's crazy. He loves you."

"But is it? Hope I see the way he looks at you. He doesn't look at me the way he does for you. When you guys look at each other, then look away, the small slight second glances he gives to you. You might not feel the same way, but he does feel something for you. And I tried ignoring it, but I can't. I love him, and he tells me he feels the same way. But he sees you as more than a friend, and I see that." She says.

"Alisson. I don't feel the same way for him even if it's true." I say, kneeling in front of her. " Anyways I'm seeing someone anyways." I lie, she doesn't know Derek broke up with me.

"I appreciate it Hope." She says. "But."

"But?" I say.

"I'm not the one he wants to be with. And as long as he wants you, I'm just a girl he's with."

"Alisson he doesn't feel that way about you. He's madly in love with you I can assure you." I say.

"Hope. He's going to leave me." Her voice cracks.

I then get in my bed, and sit beside her putting my arm around her. She rests her head on my shoulder.

"He's going to break my heart." She says. "I know it."

And she was right. Except I did too.

That's the end of this chapter tell me what you thought in the comments below. It was short, but I really wanted to update. Anyways remember to vote love y'all xox.