Hope Mikaelson

Chapter 53: What I Feel

Song of this chapter: If I Can't Have You- Shawn Mendes
"Everything means nothing if I can't have you."

1 week later:
Hopes P.O.V:

I wake up to the loud sound of my brother barging through the door. I out the covers over my head, but he pulled them off.

"Rise and shine! First day back to school." He shouts throwing me my back pack.

"I don't want to go." I whine.

"Wasn't 6 months more than enough of a holiday?"

I instantly roll my eyes, and punch him in his arm. He then pulls my hair, and we start fighting until our dad enters the room.

"Okay cut it out. You guys woke me up 10 minutes before my alarm, so it better be a good reason." He says glancing st us both.

"Stiles is an idiot." I say.

"I already know that. School both of you." He says walking out. My brother is left, his mouth wide open, and whacks me with my pillow.

...

I get out of the jeep, and look around at the school I hadn't been at in more than 6 months. It wasn't long until I was ambushed by Alisson. She ran up to me hugging me which caught me off guard. The first few seconds of her hugging me I was tense, until I relaxed up,and started hugging her back.

"I missed you so much." She says pulling back.

"I would say the same, but I've been asleep all this time." I joke. I still felt bad for an action I had done 6 months previous. For them that was a thing in the past, but for me it was like the other day. When me and Scott kissed.

"So now the gangs back together, how bout we say we all go ice skating after school." Lydia runs up to us.

"Are we going with the boys as well?" I suggest.

"Sure." Lydia says.

I nod. I walk up the stairs of the school, and open the doors. I enter the school, and that's when the whole school stops to look at me. I didn't think of this occurring like ever. I was feeling really uncomfortable until Lydia, Alisson, Scott and Stiles came up and stood beside me. I then held my head high, and started walking down the hallway. I could get through the school day.

...

I couldn't get through the school day. I was now in the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror, because the attention I was receiving was giving me an anxiety attack. I couldn't breathe, and it felt like all Hope was lost. That's when Scott ran into the bathroom, and held me by my shoulders.

"Hey, hey look at me." He says. He knew exactly what was happening.

I couldn't focus on him.

"Shhhh Hope." He says trying to get me to calm down, but I couldn't. That's when he grabbed my face, and attached his lips to mine. I held my breathe, and allowed him to kiss me, however this time I wanted him to. He pulled back, and looked at me.

"How did you do that?" I say, my anxiety attack had completely gone.

"When I kissed you, you held your breathe, I read somewhere that helps." He smiles, then walks out.

I was left there, replaying the scene over in my head a million times. That's when I felt something grow inside of me. I don't know what it was, but it was for Scott, and I had never felt it before. However, I wanted him to be mine, and not to be anyone else's.

I walked out of the toilets, and the bell had rung. I walked up to Scott, and hugged him.

"You didn't give me a chance to say thank you." I whisper.

I look up at him, and he has a look I can't read on his face. He moves closer to my face, and I do the same to him. We're inches from kissing again, until we suddenly pull apart, because we both hear Stiles, Lydia, and Alisson walking towards us.

"Hey guys." I say, standing as far away from Scott as possible.

"Hey can I talk to you Hope?" Alisson says looking at me and Scott back and forth.

I nod, and walk off with her. We go under the bleachers, and that's when Alisson stops.

"Yes. The answers yes." She laughs.

"Wait what?" I say.

"You can date Scott."

"How the hell did you kno-"

"It wasn't that hard to tell. I've put that way behind me, and I don't want to come in the way between something that could be real. You and Scott feel something deep between yourself, and I have to confess something. When I caught you and Scott kiss, I was supposed to be angry at you, but I wasn't. I knew all along he was going to leave me for you. I tried convincing myself that maybe he wouldn't, maybe we had something that you both did, but I knew deep down I was wrong. It was my fault for thinking I could come between what you both had. You both have felt it for years, and I could never beat a whole a history of love."

"Wow. That was a lot." I say.

She nods. "What I'm saying is go get him before some other bitch thinks she can come between you both."

I nod. "I'll make you proud." I then begin to walk back with her. She then nudges me.

"I wanna be one of the bridesmaids at your wedding." She jokes

I laugh. "Definitely even if it's not to Scott."

...

We walk back into the school, and I see Scott standing there by the lockers chatting to Stiles and Lydia. I look at him, but I saw him much differently to the other million times I have. From dorky best friend Scott, now I saw someone I loved and wanted to be with, and wouldn't stop until he was rightfully mine. However, I guess that was love right?

I walk up to them, and they wait until Alisson catches up.

"So we decided we're all going now," Lydia says.

Me and Alisson nod in agreement, and they all start making there way to Stiles' car. I allow Lydia, Alisson, and my brother to walk ahead whilst I walked with Scott.

"What is wrong with you today?" Scott laughs.

"You remember before the whole me dying thing you confessed you loved me?" I say

He nods. "Yeah."

I stop in my track, and he does to. The others haven't seem to noticed. "Do you still feel the same way?"

"I never stopped." He now is looking deeply in my eyes.

"Well I feel the same way." I smile.

I could feel my heart rate going million beats per second, but I didn't care.

That's the end of this chapter tell me what you thought in the comments down below. I just realised I am such a cruel human being I made y'all wait 53 chapters just for this! I didn't even notice it. Well call the ship on because it finally has happened: Scott + Hope.