Illusions of Happiness

6

"Fucking Connie cover my back man!" I growled and Reiner howled.

"Nice shot Bertholdt" Reiner pat his back.

"I was busy with Reiner" Connie said.

I sighed and put down my controller "I'm gonna grab a beer you guys want one?" I asked.

"Sure" Reiner said smirking.

"I'll have one too" Connie said.

"Im guessing coke Bertholdt?" I asked and he nodded in response. I stood up and went into the kitchen. I rummaged through my fridge and grabbed 3 beers and a coke. When I walked back to the livingroom I noticed the 3 guys were talking and when I had entered they looked right at me.

"So Jessica is back in town?" Bertholdt asked.

I chuckled and nodded "Who knew you were such a big gossip Reiner" I said sarcastically.

"Wow, I didnt think she'd ever come back" Connie said "how does she look is she hot?"

"Oh yeah she is hot" I said smirking.

"Hot like a model or stripper hot?" Connie asked.

"She is a model, for Victoria Secret" I answered.

Reiner's eyes widened "Really?!"

"Yep"

"Damn... hey grab your laptop maybe we can find a picture of her I want to see" Connie said.

"Yeah" Bertholdt nodded in agreement.

I tossed them their canned beverages and grabbed my laptop. I turned it on and sat beside them. "Let's see then" I went on Google images and put in 'Jessica Braginsky' she said she goes by Braginsky in modeling but her legal last name since she's been married is Arlert.

My eyes widened immensely and my jaw dropped when pictures of her began popping up.

"God damn!" Connie hooted.

"Oh my god" I muttered and I had to do my best not to drool.

"Daaammmnnn I feel bad for you, you let that one slip away from you" Reiner said.

"....and she's married to Armin" I said glumly.

"What?" Bertholdt said surprised.

"You have got to be kidding!" Reiner said.

"No... she's married to him" I said.

Reiner busted up laughing "Wow life reaaaalllyyy sucks for you!" and that earned him my elbow to his stomach which he groaned in slight pain.

"I wonder if shes made any porn" Connie said.

"CONNIE!" I yelled and smacked the back of his head 'Dont even think about masturbating to her! Thats disgusting!"

"She's hot! Who wouldnt?!" Connie said backing away from me, most likely so I wont hit him again.

Bertholdt exited off from google, his face bright red "Ok enough of that" he said.

"The one that got away~!" Reiner sung.

I glared at him with all that I had, but still this was Reiner he didnt even flinch.

"Hey what happened between you two anyway? Why did you break up?" Reiner asked.

I ran my fingers through my hair thinking it through "I uh.. she.. college.. I guess ..she didnt want a long distance relationship and we started fighting a lot and stuff ..so uh yeah.." I said.

"Bummer did you at least get to have sex with her?" Connie asked.

I kicked his shin "Yes you little shit we dated like more than a year"

"Well-" Connie began.

"Get the fuck out" I said pointing to the door.

"Damn get over it" Connie held his hands up walking to the door "it was like 7 years ago man" he said.

I sighed, it has been a long time..I thought I did get over it... but seeing her again has brought up some old feelings.