Illusions of Happiness

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My back curled into an arch and a few pops came from my back, I sighed softly and then sat normally. Grabbing a pair of glasses from the table, I slipped them onto the bridge of my nose and took a pen in my hand filling out paper work and shit I didn't care about.

Slender arms wrapped around my shoulders "What are you doing Jean?~" she asked kissing down my neck.

I moved my shoulders away so she would stop touching me "I'm doing paperwork" I looked at the brunette and I felt absolutely disgusted with myself. "you should probably go Stacy I need to focus" I said to Stacy, she is a stripper a good looking one at that and she's also my whenever I want booty call. But after having sex with her I always feel disgusted with myself and full of regret. Yeah, I know, I'm pathetic.

The brunette sighed "Alright Jean, I'll see you later''

I rubbed my temples a headache growing, I shouldn't have called her last night I only got 4 hours of sleep opposed to my usual 6 which is still a little. I got up deciding to set aside my paperwork for later, I had to get ready for work.

Standing up I made my way to my bedroom, I tossed off my clothes and put them in a laundry basket. I sighed semi happy as I got into the bathroom to shower.

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"Mornin' " I said to Reiner as I saw him at the station.

"Good morning" Reiner said sipping a cup of coffee in his hand."did you see the paper?"

"No, what did it say?" I asked.

"That we are heros for capturing the robber" Reiner said.

I rolled my eyes "Stop messing with me, I'm not in the mood"

Reiner chuckled "Sorry"

"Just get your overly muscled ass up so we can go on patrol, we have to watch traffic today" I said.

Reiner groaned "Thats boring" he said getting up.

"Yeah I know, you dont think I'm pissed about it? I actually want to do something, I didn't know being a cop would be this boring" I said.

"Well work isn't supposed to be fun" Reiner said walking out in which I followed him.

We got in the car and I sighed as he began driving to the main freeway. This is hella boring. "You have a shift tomorrow don't you?" I asked.

"Yup" He answered.

''Damn looks like I'm spending my day off alone then" I said.

"Oh! I got it, how about Sasha?" Reiner asked.

"I'm pretty sure Connie is dating her and plus I wouldnt want to date her, I don't have enough money to satisfy her hunger" I said.

"No one, has enough money to satisfy her hunger" Reiner said.

"Yeah, poor Connie" I chuckled.

It got quiet and we just watched the cars making sure all laws were being kept. It was probably ten minutes later when Reiner spoke again, a small giddy smile on his lip "Hey Jean,"

"Yeah?" I asked looking at him curiously.

"..Annie's pregnant" Reiner said, his smile turning wide.

I blinked "What?? Are you fucking with me?" I asked.

"No! She's pregnant, she took a test and everything" He said smiling.

I pat his shoulder, he was obviously excited "Congats man" I said happy for him... but for some reason that just made me feel a lot more lonely inside..