Illusions of Happiness

7

You know that awkward moment, that absolutely happens to everyone, when you accidentally start masturbating to your ex? Yeah.... well that just happened ..to me. I know, it's crazy right? Jean Fucking Kirschtien masturbating to his ex's modeling photos... well it happens to the best of us.

I groaned and dragged myself to the bathroom then cleaned myself up. "I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself" I groaned. When I heard a knock at the door I groaned again and walked to the front door opening it. "What?" I asked.

"Ew your still just as ugly as I remember" A girl said that looked around 14 or 15.

"Who are you?" I growled though she looked really familiar.

"I'm Ariana, Jessica's sister" 'Ariana' said.

I looked at her up and down, she certainly has grown up and I dont mean that in a pedophile way. "Oh...um... what are you doing here?" I asked.

"Armin wanted me to give this to you" Ariana said handing me a fancy looking envelope.

"What's this?" I asked grabbing it.

"Their vow renewals in 2 weeks, they didn't get a proper wedding or something in college so they're doing it now" she said.

"What? She can't seriously be- " I cut myself off, I shouldn't have said anything.

A smirk came to her face "Oh are you jealous?"

"Bye twerp" I said closing the door. I leaned my head on the door and sighed.

~~~~~~

"Hey" I said softly.

"Hey? Jean, is there something wrong? " Jessica asked on the other line of the phone.

"No, I'm fine. Do you wanna get coffee?" I asked.

"...uh...sure.. I'm free in an hour.." Jessica said.

"Perfect, I'll text you soon" I said before hanging up. "I need to get ready..."

~~

I sat at the coffee shop, Dazbog, boredly. I wonder if she'll think it's like racist that I told her to come to a Russian coffee place .... nah I doubt it.

"Sorry!" Jessica said scrambling in wearing simple jeans and a ...Asking Alexandria t shirt.. hey I bought her that. "I parked down the street and there was some journalists and photographers from Denver, they stopped me and ugh it was just a pain. Sorry" she said sitting across from me.

I smiled a bit "Geez Jessica your not that hot" I said.

Jessica blinked confused but then smiled "Whatever I'm a beast"

"Oh are you now?" I said smirking but then chuckled.

"Your a jerk" she said smiling

"I know"

"So um... dazbog huh?" Jessica asked. "Haven't been here in forever"

I sighed internally,she's been here before thats good "I like the coffee" I said.

"No, you just like everything thats from Russia" Jessica said smirking.

"Uuggghhh" I hit my head on the table groaning

"I'm just kidding" she giggled.

"Are you serious oh my god Jessica" I chuckled shaking my head.

"Yeah your welcome" Jessica said.

"For what?"

"My... presence " Jessica said posing but she hit her knee on the table. "Fuckety fuck" she hissed.