/* two days in a row!
This is a sequel to a previous one shot, despair, but it can be read alone as a stand alone chapter.In despair, you've just died and Baku is mourning you. This one shot takes place a couple years later, when baku goes to visit your grave.
Caution: swearing, mentions of suicide.
Enjoy!*/
(Bakugou P.O.V)
Hey (y/n).
I know it's been a while.
I got stationed half way around the fucking world, but they finally let me visit your sorry ass.
I brought you some ramen noodles. From that place we used to go to. I'm guessing you don't get this in heaven, right?
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Well what do you want me to say?!
It's pretty hard to talk to a fucking rock, you know.
Cause you'll never tal-
Yeah. I'm going to sit now. I'll put your shit here. Let me open the damn food for you first...
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I guess you'd ask me what I've been up to huh?
Well, lets start from the beginning.
When you kicked the bucket I was pretty fucked up. So that's why I never visited much.
I'm sorry, okay? Jesus.
I did jack shit for a couple years, you probably saw, huh.
Then I finally pulled my sorry ass together and got my own agency... and they stuck me in America. Pretty goddamn far from here.
At least it's far away from that fucking Deku...
Yeah well anyways... I guess you could say I'm finally getting my shit together.
I'm doing pretty good now, I'm doing hero work again. I have a team, I'm less of an asshole, and I'm saving people.
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It's been what- five fucking years?
Yeah, I know. I need to man the hell up and get over you.
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I miss you.
Life's been pretty goddamn shitty without you, honestly.
None of these fucking extras could ever compare to you.
You're fucking amazing, alright? I'll never meet someone as goddamn amazing as you. Never again.
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Damn. I still love you. I didn't say that to you much.
I miss you a lot, alright? Why'd you have to go off and die so soon?
I'm sorry. It's my fault, anyways.
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You know...
For the longest time I thought about just fucking ending it so I could see you again.
I got the pills and everything.
Cause it wasn't really worth it, to be alive, you know?
But then I thought that you'd probably whip my ass if you found out I killed myself.
So guess who's still alive.
It's fucking cheesy, but I guess you saved me.
So thanks. I never said that to you much either.
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I guess I'll go now. I don't got much else to say.
We probably won't get to see each other, face to face, for a while.
A pretty long while, huh. Until I kick the bucket.
Time better pass faster for you, cause it's a pain in the ass waiting to see you again.
Geez I feel like a fucking dweeb.
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I'll visit again. I don't know when, but when I have time.
Yeah, I promise.
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So just... just wait a bit, okay? I'll see you again soon.
Yeah...
Just wait a bit.
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