The Feeling of Heartbreak

Chapter 6

So how are y'all liking it so far? I can't wait this is such an exciting chapter!!!! At least I hope u guys like it... Please leave a comment for improvements and just encouragements.

Tbh I'm not feeling so well... I am in a right position right now with so much stress on my back... My parents aren't doing so well so I have to take care of my little sister kost of the time with a bunch of homework and a teacher who will keep pestering me about science fair.

Wattpad is where I break free 😉

P.S. Sorry if these are really short chapters...

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Rose's POV

"Uh... Ummm... Err.."

Come on Rose, think, think, think!

"HEY GUYS!!!" Gemma called out.

OMG CAN WE JUST...

Well Gemma was my BFF with Mik and she had finally gotten better. But hat didn't get me off the hook, because just then, and great timing too (sarcastically, DUH) Mrs. G walked out... And she adored Gemma. "AWWW GEMMA... It's so great to see you."

And Gem walked in with her UGH.

"Explain." Said Emma.

Great. I didn't even get to hug my best friend and I had to answer this!

"Yes. I did." I said, pretty much in a whisper.

"And Sean said yes to a loser like you? I can't believe you stole Sean from MY best friend. How could you? Everyone bows they were meant to be but you just had to butt in and ruin it. The quiet girl HUH,"

By this point, Emma told the others to walk away.

"Just leave me alone." I said, helplessly trying to block the tears.

"Kik at 7. And if not, then we'll have a fun talk in front of the whole middle school. Don't underestimate what I say. Understood?"

What mess have I gotten myself into?

I'm depressed...

Stressed

And Sean-obsessed

Am I the only one thinking this isn't going to end well..?

<around 7PM>

"Mom, can I go to bed early?"

"But I made your favorite food... 'Rasam' (an Indian tomato lentil soup) [tastes better than it aounds] and rice!"

"I don't feel well." I lied. By the way, I'm so bad at lying, I can't lie a small bit even to save my life. {A/N: this is true LOL}

"Rose. Everyone knows that isn't true. Do you wanna talk about it with momma?"

"No mom. It's just so stressful --- please?"

"I suppose."

I made it upstairs to my room in record time. I was going to be dauntless (mention to @genevatong8 because she's a dauntless bitch!!!) and defend myself. All is fair in love and war, after all.

I already saw 2 notifications, one from Gemma and one from Emma. I really needed to catch up with Gemma but I also needed to talk to Emma. I texted Gemma, "text me in abt 15 min" and got a reply, "kk."

Now the hard part.

"U here, bitch"

"Yes" wow.. She had already started to cuss at me.

"Why did u 💔 Jaden and Sean"

"I didn't it's just that"

"That what, stupid"

"I love Sean"

"Don't you care about Sean, ever! Huh did you ever think why he didn't ask you maybe cuz he didn't want to all this shitty crap abt u bein his 2nd choice is nonsense u just need 2 get out this ain't gonna be a love triangle"

I was drowning in my tears.

Maybe she was right.

Maybe I was worthless

I was stupid wasn't i

To think I was worth it

To think I could make it

God

I

Feel

Like

Shit

Can I just die... Please?