No Strings *COMPLETE*

Chapter 15

Still sitting at the island, with tears stinging my eyes, and Noey's letter in my hand, I feel someone touch my shoulder lightly. I look up and see Nathan's warm eyes staring back at me. Once again, at my rescue, without a second thought or hesitation. "Hey, come with me." He says grabbing my hand and dragging me down the hall with him. I try to wipe my tears away. Nate takes me to his room and closes the door behind him. Thoughts are stirring in my mind, creating possible scenarios that end up with me exactly where I want to be. He turns to face me and I smirk, getting back into the swing of our previous encounters. I clamber towards him, not giving with a chance to talk. I don't want to talk, I just ant Nathan. I kiss him hard on the mouth and try to press further. Nathan gets tense and pushes me lightly away from him. "What are you doing?" He says with shock. 'I'm just doing what you want." I say walking back to him. "But I thought you said you were done with me?" "How can I be done with you? Just look at you." I say tracing my finger from his lip, down his chest, and just before I get to his button, he throws my hand away. "Ski! You're in mourning, you're hurt. This won't help y-." I cover his mouth with my hand and say, "Shhh, just help me take my mind off of her... Please?!" I slowly remove my hand and kiss him again. I must've made him let his guard down a little because he hesitated to push me away. He started to melt into me as things escalate. As he took charge, it reminded me of the way we were at first. 

He tangled his fingers in my hair as we stumble towards the bed. Nathan takes no time striping me down as far as he can before there's a knock at the door. We freeze as my shirt and bra hit the floor. I look back and forth between Nate and the door, waiting for him to say something. Another light knock, sounds at the door. "... Nate? You in there?" I needed to act fast, grabbing my clothes, I dart towards the closet and shut the door almost completely.

As soon as I'm out of sight, Nathan speaks up. "Yeah. Who is it?" "Alec, mind if I come in?" He gives me a quick glance but speaks up anyway. "Yeah go ahead." The bedroom door squeaks as Alec enters, "Have you seen Skilar?" 

I can sense the hesitation in Nathan's voice when he says, "No... I think she's talking to your mom." I roll my eyes, hoping that Alec can't tell when Nathan is lying because Nathan's not very good at it. "Oh... Okay, I'll go check with her then," Alec says, nonchalantly. The door closes and I breathe a sigh of relief. The closet door swings open and Nathan's worried face comes into view. "That was really close, Ski," he mumbles, running his hand through his hair. I finish buckling my bra and throw my t-shirt on. "Yeah, I know. We really need to work on your "Oh shit I've been caught" tone. It's not very good." He glares at me. "I don't know about you, but I don't like lying to your brother. And I know if I stop lying to him now, I would be a dead man." "Then don't Nathan. It's easier to just end what's going on between us rather than the latter, right?" He gives me a "Don't say it" look and hugs- possibly as tight as he can without worrying he'll hurt me. I pull away, "I'm glad Alec unknowingly stopped us from where we were headed. I don't want to go down that road with you again. I never should have to begin with. I deserve to settle to worry if I'm making a mistake. I deserve that and you can't tell me different." 

As soon as I finish talking he grabs my face and kisses me roughly. I don't push him away, but I don't give in right away either. He pulls away, "Before you decide you're done with me. Lets make one more mistake for old times sake. I know you're ready to give this up, but I'm not and I'd like to show you what you're missing out on, love." He murmurs.

Fuck it. I don't think twice, I just grab his t-shirt and yank him towards me. He kisses me as hard as he did the first time and we break apart only long enough to tear each others shirts and my bra off. 

We kick our shoes off and peel off the rest of our clothing. As the kissing gets heavier and our bodies get hotter, I push Nathan on the bed and crawl on top of him, "Mmm... Come here sexy!" Nathan grabs a hold of my arm and tugs me to him. Within seconds we're kissing again and he's inside me towards him and he kisses me up and down my neck and body. My fingers are pulling and gripping his hair, while Nate groans and kisses me. 40 minutes of amazing pleasure pass and we start to get dressed. As I'm slipping my clothes back on I catch Nathan starring at me. 

"What are you staring at?" "You." He says nonchalantly as he gets up and walks over to me. I give him a questioning look and he slips his arms around me. "So do we get to do this again?" He says as he leans down and nibbles on my ear. I pull away and look up at him. "Think of that as your good-bye present." I kiss him on the cheek and grab my things and head to my room.