Transmigration: Cannon Fodder Can Surpass Female Lead

2.11: I wish I didn't have to explain it.

Ashes, ashes, time to go down

Ooh, honey do you want me now?

Can't take it anymore, need to put you to bed

Sing you a lullaby where you die at the end

- Melanie Martinez

 "I understand if you want to know about the details about my life in my former pack but please don't expect anything akin to positiveness from what I am about to tell you. Well. if you are ready I will begin the story of my life in my former pack. From what I remember as a child, my mother and father died protecting my pack from a gang of rogues who were attacking my former pack. They died honorably but I was left as an orphan which was bad but being an omega on top of that destroyed my chances of being loved by anyone in my pack. Though they respected my parents for saving their lives they look down on me for being an omega and the constantly showed me their contempt by treating me like trash. At first, I thought I was treated that way because that is how omegas are treated s-"

Vera was interrupted by Aidaen angered growl, "That is not how omegas are treated, they are treated with respect and love not contempt and a means for them to blow their anger"  

"I told you to listen for me to finish my story not to interrupt me Alpha Ma.Ko.To" Vera said in mild anger.

"Sorry... sorry. Go on." Aidaen apologized. Vera rolls her eyes and continues.

"As I was saying, I was treated worse than how normal omegas were treated although the Luna of my pack along with Molly and Shan treated me with the love and affection I deserve. When I was growing up the pack member would abuse me physically, emotionally, socially. Physically, they would beat the shit out of me and laugh at me while doing it. Emotionally, they made sure to tell me how useless and unwanted I was and how I was the reason why my parents died, though obviously, it wasn't. Socially, they made sure to isolate me from others from the pack and neighboring packs, as a result, I don't have a single friend in my life. My life was a living hell, I feared living more than I feared death, unlike most people who feared death. On some days, I welcomed death with open arms because dying seemed more peaceful than living and also because they would beat me until I was one inch from death. So, that was my life at my former pack feel free to comment now that I am done." Vera said while sipping the chai latte Aidaen put in front of her in order to hide her grimace at how her life has been.

"So you mean to tell me that from early childhood you have been abused by you former pack members and treated like a beating doll, well I will like to wring their necks and hang them dry" Aidaen said through gritted teeth while clenching and unclenching his fist.

"With all my knights in shining armor, I am bound to get in trouble every now and then, but I appreciate your protectiveness because I have never seen someone protective over me. Thank you." Vera said while smiling at Aidaen appreciatively.

"Don't mention it. Why don't you go and rest for tomorrow we have a tradition of having a pack run every time someone is initiated in our pack so, you have to rest properly for it. Have a good night and a good night's sleep for the pack run." Aidaen said while aiding Vera out of his office.

"Ok, Alpha," Vera said tilting her head while adorning her famous lopsided grin.

'Why did you call him Alpha, Human? Do you how it felt to call him that? It felt like someone just zapped me and what is weird is that I liked it.'

'Shit! I felt it too Alita'

Baobao: [Ok! Ladies! No need to panic. It might just to a shift in this world at least we know that it is not negatively affecting you.]

'Right... Ok' Both Alita and Vera tell baobao while heading to her room to get a good night's sleep and prepare for tomorrow.

'Before you go baobao, set an alert of everyone adding to the plot from my old pack and this pack and make sure to tell me before a rogue wolf attack this pack again. Got it?'

Baobao: [Yes! Boss! I mean Ma'am... I mean Chen'er.]

Alita snickers 'I can't believe you made him speechless.'

Baobao: [Ha fucking ha]

'I can't believe my virgin and innocent baobao just cursed. Please don't take after your Host baobao.' Vera said while dabbing her fake tears. Vera enters her room locks her door and does her evening routine which is, to bathe, wear her pajamas, and get in bed with a pair of bed socks on her feet. 

'Good night Alita and baobao dear'

'Goodnight Human'

Baobao: [Good night Chen'er]

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Unknown POV

I promised to cherish you and never let you go but I lost you in the midst of all our happiness I am sorry that I was unable to hold tight onto you when death came knocking on our door. I let you go... I let you down... Why did I let you go? Why did I let you go?... Why couldn't I just hold you until the end? Why did I break the one most important promise I made you? You must be disappointed me right... Even I am disappointed in myself, but I will find you I will keep you even if you no longer want me in your life I hold onto you until you have no choice but to accept me, My Love.

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Hello, my lovelies, Author-sama desu. I know you are all thinking I will not update on Monday since I updated today but no worries I will update on Monday. I also want to tell all my readers who are wondering, who Vera's mate is, that I will not tell you now but later in the novel who knows you might be able to guess who he is. Anywho, don't forget to comment, vote, and follow. Spasibo.