Little Mixed Directions

Chapter Fifteen: I Do

{Jesy's POV}

Today is the day. Twenty- fourth of April 2019. The day Jordan and I get married. I jump out of my bed and go downstairs where Jade and Perrie are having breakfast, Perrie trying to feed Ellie mashed banana too. Eleanor hands me a plate of food and I dig in. Leigh emerges and we all greet her before continuing to eat.

"Nervous Jes?" Leigh asks me. I do a fifty- fifty symbol with my hand. I'm really excited to get married and for the day, but I'm scared I'm going to stuff up or Jordan will pull out.

"I was freaking out." Perrie mentions. I look at the golden ring on her finger. I hope things work out between Perrie and Zayn. They haven't talked to each other since I dropped her home the day of the dress trying.

"You hasn't written your vows or anything like that Pezz." Leigh reminds her, laughing a little. I smile and Perrie shakes her head and bites her toast.

We finish breakfast, do our makeup and then Debbie arrives to do our hair. Once she's done Eleanor, Perrie, Asha, Jade and Leigh- Anne's hair, Perrie goes to get Ellie ready and the rest of us are left in the room whilst Debbie does my hair.

"Is Perrie okay?" Debbie asks, worrying about her daughter. Jade, Eleanor, Leigh and I all shoot glances at each other and through eye connection that I'll tell Debbie. "She hasn't smiled on e since I arrived, have I done something?" Debbie panics.

"No Deb." Jade shakes her head. "Perrie hasn't smiled for days." Debbie asks why and I take a deep breath.

"Harry and Perrie kissed." I say it. Debbie freezes and let's go of my hair.

"What?" She gasps a little angry and shocked. I know Debbie hates the thought of cheating because Alex cheated on her and that's why they separated. (A/N: I made that up for the purpose of the story).

"From what we've heard, they kissed ten days ago at night after Jade's ex, Dan, tried to strangle Perrie and Harry is still worked up over Jade and his break up," I look at Jade. She nods. "They kissed, Harry lead the kiss, Perrie told Zayn the next day and now they're not talking but sleeping in the same bed-"

"They're not talking but sleeping in the same bed?" Eleanor asks confused. I nod my head.

"Zayn really misses her but he's told me he still loves her to bits and she's his everything along with Ellie, but his emotions are all mixed up," I explain to Debbie. "As for Perrie, she's blaming everything on herself to protect us all but it's dragging her down." I explain. "Really, Zayn and Perrie are being as stupid as each other."

"And Harry needs to pull his curly mop head out of his ass." Eleanor adds. We laugh and agree. I turn to face Debbie who shrugs.

"I'm not going to say anything yet, I just hope it works out." Debbie sighs and then goes back to styling my hair. Perrie walks back in with Ellie, who looks adorable!

"I'm not sure Mam." Perrie says to her Mum. So she heard our conversation. "But! Let's get you ready Jessica." She says to me. No smile still.

Debbie leaves and the girls help me into my dress. Once I'm ready we all stand looking into the mirror, Debbie takes photos and then we head off to the church. I actually cannot wait!

{Zayn's POV}

I sit in the second pew back, behind Jesy's family next to Louis. Niall, Harry, Liam, Dani and Zuri are on Louis' other side.

After all Jesy's been through I'm so happy today is the day she's getting married! Asha suddenly appears next to me.

"Uncle Zaynie, Auntie Jesy wants to see you." She tells me. I follow the little girl who takes my big hand in hers and we head out to the foyer. I rub Ellie's little head as she sits at the front of the line. I pass the others and get to Jesy.