emma//2

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wicca and i walked for a while in silence until we arrived to gus's house. i stopped outside and looked over at wicca.

"sorry we really didn't ta-" my sentence was cut off by wicca embracing me in a hug. i hugged back.

after he let go he kissed my cheek a rode his board away. i stood there just stunned by what just happened. i turned to gus's house i saw mama looking out the window of the kitchen. i quickly ran inside.

"mama that wasn't what it looked like." i whispered desperately.

she nodded "i know. it's not you i'm dissatisfied with its him." by him she definitely meant wicca. i sighed and looked down at my bare legs and white converse. mama could see i was distressed and didn't know what to do.

"go see gus." she handed me a plate of different assorted fruits and sent me upstairs to gus's room. i knocked on the door and he opened. he was playing anew future song. he laid down on his bed. i handed him the fruits and laid down beside him.

most of the time when i'd first arrive we would always lay in  a comfortable silence for about an hour. this time it was different. i could tell he knew something was up.

"what's wrong with my pretty baby." he laughed putting an apple in his mouth. i once again sighed.

"promise you won't be mad at me. i didn't have anything to do with it." i looked at him with sad eyes. he put the plate on the table beside his bed and pulled me closer so i was sitting across his lap.

"i could never stay mad at you." he pushed my hair and began twirling it. he smiled at me kissing my head.

"wicca gave me a kiss on the cheek and he's been acting weird today." he stopped and stared at me.

"oh. okay. are we still all going skating tomorrow? down to the beach and all" he asked. he was taking this really really well... almost too well.

"yea, do you still want to?" i got up going for his drawer stripping down to my underwear putting on one of gus's shirts.

"of course emma. we haven't gone in over three months. get some rest baby girl." he began to hum me to sleep. i loved laying in his bed a staying the night in his arms. i felt untouchable. the world would stop and everything would be okay.

i woke up to the smell of pancakes. i heard my friends all downstairs. i looked around for gus but he wasn't there. i put on a pair of shorts and went downstairs.

"good morning emma." mama smiled. i sat down in front of a plate she made for me. banana and cream pancakes my favorite. did i mention i love this women with my whole heart.

"thank you mama." he smiled back at her. gus came up behind me wrapping his arms around the back of me. i giggled giving him a bite of my pancakes. he got cream all over his lips.

"come here you got something in your lips." i smiled. leaned his head down.

"oh yea?"

"yea, let me get it." i have him a kiss licking his bottom lip getting everything off. he pulled away and but his lip. i smiled.

i looked back at the table in front of me blushing. miya waved hands in a "hot" motion. i laughed. i finished my pancakes and mama gave me an outfit i left there.

"let's go take instagram pictures biiiii- bicycles" tracy fixed himself before he swore in front of mama.

mama laughed as we made our was out the door. we skated all over town until the sunset. we took many pictures of each other

 we took many pictures of each other

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