growing up •lil peep•

emma//9

smack!

gus shot up off of me. he looked around quickly. and angry wicca stood behind us. i shot up off the couch looking down at gus and back up at wicca.

"oh shit." gus sighed.

"what the fuck?" wicca's eyes shot over to me. my eyes darted to gus. gus's eyes looked around the room aimlessly.

"emma..." wiccas face drained of all its color. he always looked a little dull but he seemed completely lifeless.

"wic-"

wicca cut me off "stop calling me that! you don't even call me by my real name! you haven't since we started dating!".

"adam."

"save it emma. you're too hooked on him, i understand. just don't use me to keep yourself away from him. i really do like you emma."

i sighed as he walked out the door. gus looked at me then tightly shut his eyes.

"fuck." he growled in his deep morning voice.

what do i even do now? wicca broke up with me, my best friend is sneaking around with my ex, the ex who i'm also sneaking around with? where do i even go from here? i wish i could turn back time to that stupid beach.

"emma?" gus rubbed his eyes blinking twice. he stared into my eyes and smiled "come here."

i couldn't help but look at him with disgust while following his commands. i stood in front of him while he sat on the couch. for once, he was looking up at me.

he began laughing. really hard. he was in fact wheezing. he looked down because he was laughing so hard.

"what the fuck is so god damn funny?" i kicked his leg and crossed my arms making him look back up at me.

"ahh- oh my god." he chuckled.

"i have to break up with your best friend." he laughed. he got up going over to the kitchen still occasionally letting out a small giggle. he left me stunned.

"you're joking." my jaw dropped.

"well you know what they say emma, honesty is the best policy. i'm not joking." sarcasm slid off his tongue. he smiled at me before taking a big slug of orange juice straight out of the carton.

i actually laughed "gustav, you never fail to amaze me." the same sarcasm dripped from my words. i don't know who to be mad at? gus or miya?

okay i think thats enough for this chapter. im kinda stuck on where to go from here, is anyone actually enjoying this?