I feel like we've been here before.
With all of my followers wanting to see this story finished, with me struggling to decide where I want to go from where I left off, reaching a decision to take a break then choosing to revamp the story...
and now here we are again with me once again struggling to work with a story that at first loved to work on, but now completely and utterly loath to even open my drafts.
Everytime I feel like I have an idea and want to write, I open my word doc and just sit at a blank screen for over an hour, getting angrier and angrier that I can't even put a series of words together to form a decent sentence.
And it's not just this story, believe me. I currently have a WWE Seth Rollins fic and a Chris Evans story that I've been struggling to work on as well.
I know that it's not writer's block that's making me not want to write. The truth, and it really kills me to actually say this...
I have fallen out of love with my stories. And writing in general.
I am so sorry, I feel like I am letting you all down with not even being able to finish a story. But I couldn't possibly finish a story that I don't fully believe in anymore.
So, until further notice... Actress & Athlete, along with future stories, are all on a permanent hiatus.
Please forgive me, but I wanna publish something that I am 100% fully confident in... not something I'm just half-assing just to have out.
Can I promise that if/when I do come back, I will want to finish my stories?
No. Honestly I can't. I don't know that I will want this story up if I choose to return and start writing again.
But I can promise you that if/when I do come back, I will publish a story or stories that I'm 100% proud of and fully believe in.
I wanna thank you all so much for making this particular story what it has become. You will never know just how much it means to me to know that ya'll have stuck around as long as you have. I will keep what I have of Actress & Athlete up until the time I decide to come back, but it will remain as it is, just minus the Authors Note and the other extra chapters that don't involve the story.
Once again thank you so much for everything. This isn't goodbye though, more of a "I'll see you soon" kind of thing.
Take care and as always....
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