some "friends" can be toxic.
they do something like wrong, but then text you,
acting like everything's okay.
but it's not
you keep leaving me out
making me angry to the point the only way i want to express it is to
scream and shout
maybe one day i'll let it all out
but confrontation makes me feel guilty
even when i'm not being confronted.
losing people hurts me more
no matter how many times i end up having to
hold open the door
i still wind up with tears in my eyes
and my body sprawled out
on the floor.
please understand
that i'm not gonna be there
to hold your hand
every step of the way
eventually i'll stray away
decide that the way you're going isn't for me
the way you act, it isn't so sweet
you treat me like i'm supposed to be beat
down and someday i'll be able to
manipulate just like you
but only time will tell.
another coin in the wishing well....
YOU ARE READING
Conversations With Myself
PoetryWhat is it that I think? Does it even matter? I leave a lot of things unsaid, unheard, and well.. Here's all the things I wish someone would've and could've heard me say.
