A bunch of hetalia oneshots/ drabbles i guess?

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Matthias decided to send himself into another caffeine induced craze. He was absolutely stressed and didn't want to even think about love, especially when Valentine's day was around the corner. He understood simple emotions, like happy, sad, excited, mad, and so on and so forth, but he didn't understand complex emotions such as love. In fact he wasn't sure he had ever been in love. He had several crushes in the past, but he wasn't sure if he was in love with them. And that's exactly what he didn't want to dwell on. He wanted to go and just get through the day not having to wonder about some emotions that he couldn't quite work out.

"Dude, what is in that cup?" said a bright, dispositioned voice. Alfred pointed at the absurdly large drink in his hand.

"It was filled with espresso shots and i have two normal sized bags of candy in my backpack just in case this isn't kicking in fast enough," Matthias replied monotonously. He had already drank half of the contents.

"Are you trying to die?" Alfred asked as Matthias's sea glass blue eyes were dulled by the lack of sleep that he got.

"Maybe. So, death by caffeine is one hell of a way to go," Matthias punctuated that with another sip that brought him one step closer to being fully awake.

"You know this is the third time you've done that this week. Right?" Alfred was concerned. He saw the now empty cup on the table and sighed.

"Yeah, and. I just don't want to talk about it," Matthias was kicking himself. He hated worrying his best friend since second grade, but he didn't know how to actually say what he wanted to without changing their dynamic.

"I know, but you have to. You don't want to keep doing this every time do you, just talk to me. Please," Alfred looked at him with those cornflower blues. Matthias checked the time, one minute until the bell rang, separating them for 7 hours. Matthias met his eyes. He took in Alfred's features, the lopsided cupid's bow mouth that were a tannish pink, and a bit chapped. His dyed blond hair that always looked disheveled due to that cowlick that stood prominently on top of his head. His tan skin that looked like the color of coffee with milk. 45 seconds. All the memories of his childhood flooded back to him. The time they both lost a tooth on the same day after they were wrestling. The time that they both confessed to each other that they were not straight and bought each other tiny pride flags and other pride pins. The time they found out that they were going to the same middle school. That was when it really kicked off for Matthias. Noticing little quirks about Alfred. How his smiles creep up a tiny bit higher on his left side. How he fidgets with his fingers when doing math in his head. How he bounces his leg in science. 25 seconds. Matthias summoned all of his courage as Alfred still looked at him hoping for an answer.

"Alfred I like you, more than just a friend and I just don't want to lose you so if you say no than can we still be friends. Go out with me?" The words tumbled out of Matthias's mouth stunning both of them. The bell snapped them back and Matthias had never gone to first period faster.