"Do you love me?" (Jeffmads) (Modern Au)

Mixed feelings

*James's POV*

•2 moths later•

James looked at the time. It was 3:47 am. "Ugh I can't sleep..." He stretched his arms. *Thomas has been away for 2 days now...*
He was worried. Because if Thomas was hurt or someone has kidnapped him!
But then again, he has been missing a lot since Alexander and John broke up... "Stop it James, you're making yourself just feeling worse-" He got a message.
"Huh?" He looked at the message. 'From: Thomas❤️; Hey babe, just saying you don't need to worry about me. I'm fine :).' James sighed. *Well, it's good he's fine. But where is he?*
'James; Oh good you're fine, but where are you?'
'Thomas❤️; At a friend's house :)'
'James; Who's the friend? Aaron?'
'Thomas❤️; Uhh yeah.'
'James; I know you're lying.'
*I can't believe he's lying to me! I thought he loved me!*
Thomas❤️; What do you mean I'm lying?
James; You said uhh it means you're not sure!
Thomas❤️; I didn't mean to sent it...sorry
James; Whatever....when will you come back? To you know, OUR dorm?
Thomas❤️; Well tomorrow. Or today if we're specific.
James; Oh alright, then.
He put his phone away and stared at the ceiling. "Thomas is hiding something, isn't he?"

In the morning, when James was making breakfast for himself, he heard a knock on the door. "Huh?" He walked over to the door and opened it. Thomas stood behind it.
"Hi." Thomas said smiling. James could smell alcohol coming from his direction. "Where have you been?" James said taking a step back to let Thomas in. "At a friend's house, as I said." "You drank with them?" Thomas looked at him. "What do you mean?" James rolled his eyes. "You smell like alcohol, you moron."
"No I don't!" Thomas answered offended. "Yes you do. And can you please, tell me where you were?" James begged. Thomas looked down. "I was with Alexander...." "You were with WHO?!" James yelled. "Alexander...." James started at Thomas wide eyed. "Why??? You hate him!" Thomas clearly tried desperately come up with something. "He has nicer now that he's not with John..." "What do you mean, nicer?" James asked. "Well, he is happier, kinda, and he's not so busy with John all the time." Thomas shrugged. "And what is that supposed to mean?" "It means that he has time for other people too."
James rolled his eyes. "Okay then. Anyways, I made some breakfast so you wanna eat?" Thomas nodded. "Ya know I do!"
Even tho James was angry, he couldn't help but to think Thomas was adorable. He gave Thomas some pancakes with syrup on top. "Here you go." Thomas smiled. "Thank you."

After they were done eating, they sat on the couch and turned the TV on. Thomas put his arm on James's shoulders and kissed him. "James, you do know that I will always love you and only you?" James looked at him. *I don't know...* "Yes..." He hugged Thomas. Then Thomas pulled James to kiss him. *Okay, maybe I believe him* He kissed back.
"I love you." Thomas said and hugged James. "I love you too."