/Yeah, sorry for not updating for awhile..kinda lost interest in writing this book for awhile and found a new friend who I spent time with so I didn't have that much time. But now I got my inspiration back and I'll try to update more :)/
Thomas's POV
Thomas looked down, ashamed. "I...I need to tell you what I've been doing..." He walked closer to James. "What do you mean?" James asked.
"Umm remember when I was gone?" James nodded. "Yes."
"I was at Alexander's dorm. He and I got drunk and might have done something..."*Flashbacks to few days before*
Thomas flopped on Alexander's couch. "So, why did you invite me here?" Alex took out a couple beer cans. "I just thought we could hangout." He said putting down the cans. Thomas looked at them. "You think I'm going to drink that? Mmm no. You're just trying to poison me." Alex rolled his eyes. "No, I'm not. Watch me." He opened one of the cans and took a sip. "See? It's fine."
Thomas took the other can carefully and took a sip. "Mm not bad, could be better tho." He said and drank more. "Oh I'm sorry that my taste isn't good enough for a snob like you." Alexander said sounding salty. "Ugh, you're unbelievable."After an hour
"Ok, ok. So if a dog is small but the kid big, how can the kid be afraid of the dog?" Alexander asked. "Idk man. A better thing to think is that is Donald Duck a furry." Thomas answered.
Alex came closer to Thomas. He rested his head on Thomas's shoulder. Thomas looked away.
Alexander took a cigarette pack from his pocket. "You want one?" He handed Thomas one. Thomas shook his head. "I don't smoke." Alexander lit up his cigarette. "It's good~" Thomas took it out of Alexander's mouth. "No, it's bad for you." "Give it back!" Alex tried to reach it but Thomas put it high in the air. "Let me smoke in peace!" Thomas dropped in on the floor and stomped on it with his foot. "There, now you can't smoke."
Alexander rolled his eyes. "I hate you.." "Well thank you." Thomas said back sarcastically.
After a while Alexander leaned on Thomas, shivering. "I'm cold, Tommy.." Thomas kissed the top of Alex's head. "It's ok." "Can I get a hug, Tommy?" Alex made puppy eyes. Thomas looked at the time. "I-I should go. It's really late and James probably is worried.."
"Who cares about him? I'm all ya need baby.." Alexander smiled.
"I care about him! He's my friend!" Thomas said offended.
"Ugh, why are you always like that? No one likes to listen to you complaining."
"Complaining? How am I complaining? I'm going now. And I'm not your little boyfriend."
Thomas stood up going to the door.
"Fine! I don't need you anyways!" Alexander yelled from the couch.
"Good!" Thomas slammed the door behind him.
"Good.." A tear dropped from Alex's eye.*Back to present*
Thomas looked away, hugging himself.
James sighed. "You love Alexander.."
"What? No! I left him!"
"But you loved him before that! You're a traitor!"
"Traitor?"
"To me! You bastard!" James yelled pushing Thomas away.
Thomas stumbled a little to gain his balance again. "I did not cheat on you!"
"You just fucking admitted you did!" James put his hands into fists.
"SHUT UP! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH WHEN YOU STILL THINK I'M LYING?!" Thomas yelled opening the door to their dorm.
He took his phone, keys and wallet. "See you later.."
"Where are you going?" James asked grabbing on his arm.
Thomas pulled it back. "I don't know..but anywhere than here.."
He walked out and slammed the door shut.
He ran out of the building and contuned to run until it was dark and he was exhausted.
He sat on a bench in a park and checked the time. It was 1:25 am.
He was cold and was only wearing a button up shirt.
Someone tapped his shoulder.
Thomas turned around to see Lee, Samuel and George. "What's a person like you doing here?" Lee asked.
"Nothing. Just chilling." Thomas answered.
"But aren't you one of those snobs who are too good to be downtown at this time of the evening?" George asked.
"No I-"
"He is. He's a 'rich kid', too goodie shoes and gay." Samuel said and started smoking something. Thomas guessed it was drugs.
"I'm nothing like that." Thomas defended himself. "I can be like you. Or Alexander."
"Oh please, getting drunk sometimes at parties doesn't mean anything. And being like Alexander is like being a trash. He's high even in class." Lee took Samuel's drugs and smoked them too.
Thomas rolled his eyes. "Sure, he's weird but admit it, you're a lot like him."
George snickered. "Thomas, you're so naive. He's a little bitch. We're not. He lives in the back streets of the city. We don't. He doesn't have friends. We do."
"Alexander has friends." Thomas tilted his head.
"Name one." Samuel said.
"John..?"
All three laughed. "Go back to France. You don't fit here."
They started walking away.
"Wait! Where are you going..?"
They stopped. "We can't tell you. It's our secret place. And you should find one too. It'll rain soon." George said before they disappeared in the dark night.
Thomas decided to go to a mall he knew would be open until 4am.
At the mall, he plugged his charger and started charging his phone. James had sent him text messages.
00:30am
James⭐️: Thomas? Where are you?
1:45am
James⭐️: I'm sorry for yelling, please come back..
2:09
James⭐️: I need to sleep now, Ily
Thomas teared up. *He still cares about me..*
A girl sat next to Thomas. "Hey." She said.
Thomas looked at her. "Hey Martha? What are you doing here?"
"I saw you and desided to talk. So how are you?"
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