It's not my fault - A Charlynch book

Chapter 36

Pray with me. This chapter is a very very very shitty chapter.

Becky's POV

I woke up and I immediately felt a little bit of pain coming from my knee. "What a way to start off the day," I say to myself as I remove the covers from on top of me. I started to get off the bed and I limped my way to the door. I should probably take a shower and see if it'll get rid of the pain. I limped my way to Sonya's room and I opened it without knocking to see her in her underwear getting changed. "I am so sorry," I say as I quickly cover my eyes. "It's fine. Just let me get dress," she says and I stand still with my eye still covered.

"Done. Did you need anything?," she said and I slowly uncover my eyes to see her fully dressed. "Yea, I need to take a shower and I don't know where the bathroom is or how to turn on the water. I also need a towel," I say as she stands up and goes to my room. She opens up a drawer to reveal some towels. "Here you go and the bathroom is the last door on the left and to turn on the water, it's left for hot and right for cold. If you want to turn it off you turn it all the way to the right," she says and I nod remembering everything.

"Thank you," I say to her as she gives me a towel. "Oh and does aren't the clothes you were wearing last night," she said looking at them. "Oh they're Charlotte's. I'm just so used to sleeping with Charlotte that I can't fall asleep so I use her clothes since they smell like her and it helps me fall asleep faster," I say and I see a look of what seems to be jealousy from Sonya. "Oh. Well you can go take a shower, I need to go run an errand," Sonya said fairly quickly before going downstairs.

I shrugged it off and went to the bathroom to take a shower. I turn on the water to a nice temperature and began to take off my clothes. I stepped in and felt the warm water touch my skin. I immediately felt relieved and I started to wash my hair. I haven't actually felt this way in a long time. I've never been able to take a shower peacefully or calmly. When I was dating Finn, he always wasted the hot water and always forced me to take a cold shower. Even if I was sick, hurt, beaten or cold, he always did that to me. I never understood why he did that but he did a lot of things that doesn't make sense. He wanted to make my life a living hell and he succeeded.

After all the shampoo was out of my hair, I took a second to look around my body and notice the scars he gave me. I had a scar on my rib cage and upper thigh when he threw a bottle at me and it broke and some little cuts on my arm that faded away when he pushed me and I fell on a broken bottle. I will never understand why he did that.

Sonya's POV

I walk through the hallways of the hotel to Charlotte's room. She better leave Becky alone and not talk to her ever again. I came to her door and knocked really loud waiting for her to open it. "Hello. Oh it's you," she said as she was trying to close the door but I put my foot in between the door to prevent her from closing it. "Leave Becky alone," I say to her and she opens the door all the way giving me her full attention. "What are you taking about" she asked.

"I mean it. Just stay away from her and don't text or call her. She's mine and she will love me," I say and Charlotte laughs in my face. "She'll never like you, let alone love you," she said. "I don't need her to. I know you still love her but I'm just gonna tell you that she's gonna be mine," I say. "Becky will never be yours," she says with a smirk. "Wanna bet? You see I'm willing to risk it all. I don't care if I have to break her heart but one things for sure is that I know I can break your heart. Becky is actually really easy to manipulate. You'll see soon," I say to her before walking away from her.

10 minutes later

I open the front door to my house and head up stairs to Becky's room. I see her laying bed watching T.V. "Hey Becky," I say. "Hey Sonya," she said back while sitting up. "Do you wanna do something today," I ask hoping she'll say yes. "Depends on what," she said and I quickly try to think of something. "We can maybe watch a movie," I say and she nods. I then turn off her T.V and head to my room to watch a movie. "You can pick a movie," I say to her as she looks for something to watch. "Have I told you how beautiful and stunning you look today," I say and see a little blush rising on her cheeks.