It's not my fault - A Charlynch book

Chapter 51

Charlotte's POV
1 Week Later

I woke up with a smile on my face knowing I'm getting ready to marry the love of my life today. I woke up to Bayley making breakfast for me while I looked around for Becky. "She left with Sasha early in the morning to get ready. You guys can't see each other before the wedding," Bayley said as she put a stack of pancakes on a plate. "I wanted to kiss her before she left," I said as I got up and rubbed my eyes. "Kiss her at the wedding. Now here, eat your pancakes so we can go and get ready," she said as she handed me the plate with a fork and a cup of orange juice. "Thank you," I said with a smile. This is gonna be a long day.

After eating my breakfast with Bayley, I started to get dressed in normal clothes to head to the venue. Today is the big day where I'm finally getting married. I wonder how Becky feels about today. She's probably nervous, I know I sure am.

Becky's POV
In the car with Sasha

"Cuz ah ah I'm in the stars tonight. So watch me bring the fire and set the night alight," Me and Sasha sang together. Nothing like some good tunes before your wedding. Music is the only thing that can drown out my anxiety right now. This is stressful. I'm excited to marry Charlotte of course. But there's so many things that give me anxiety. Us kissing in front of friends and family, our dance in front of everyone and our vows. Vows are scary.

"Hey, are you ok? You don't look good," Sasha asked. I can see the worried-ness in her face even when she's facing the road. "Yea just nervous about a lot of things. It's our wedding and what wedding would it be if I wasn't nervous," I say giving a small smile.

"Understandable but you have me, Bayley and all the other girls here. We all here seeing you marry the love of your life. You should be happy," Sasha says. "Thanks and I am happy. I'm marrying her. The love of my life. And all my best pals are there too," I say lightly punching her arm. "OW I'm driving here," she says out loud causing me to laugh. "And we arrived at the venue without dying. You should thank me," Sasha says getting out. "Never," I say in a funny voice causing her to laugh. We walk in and Sasha guides me to my room. I see my dress on a rack while my makeup artist is there ready to get started but we have a long time till the wedding so I'm not getting dressed now. I need to start on my vows. This is gonna be hard for me but I have time to get it done.

As I was thinking, Sasha walked in after looking around the venue. "The venue looks amazing. Tell the girls they did a good job," Sasha says. "You had time to look around?," I asked in confusion. "Yup," Sasha said.

"Lucky. I need help with my vows," I say in frustration. "Sucks but can't help you. I'm not getting married so they have to be from your heart, you know what I mean," Sasha said. "It sucks that you're right," I say with a deep sigh. It's not like I have nothing to say to Charlotte, it's just that saying it out is the hard part. I look up to see that Sasha has left so it's just me and these vows that have yet to be written.

Charlotte's POV

I walk into the church not too long ago, taking every decoration in. As soon as you walk in, there's big bouquets of pastel orange and white flower in white vases. There was orange and white petals on the side of the aisle which matched Becky's hair color. I sat on a bench and just looked around. I was soon distracted when I see someone sit by me. I turn and see that it's Bayley.

"Today's the day. How do you feel? You look nervous," Bayley says and I smile at her. "I am," I say with a chuckle. "But I know I'm suppose to be happy but I'm thinking about Reid and how much he would've loved to be here," I say with tears in my eyes. Bayley leans closer and puts an arm around me. "He should be here seeing me getting married but he isn't. He motivates me to be who I am. He motivates me to be the best version of myself but why couldn't he be here to witness it?," I say while crying.