Alluring Love ♡ Larry ✔

Thirty-Eight

Trigger Warning: sensitive content

"Ooh!" Louis makes a noise, looking at the dark grey suit, "I like this one, Haz! It'd suit you very well..." Louis takes its off the rack, and holds it in front of Harry.

Harry smiles, "You think?" he blushes, loving the attention from Louis.

"Definitely!" Louis giggles, "you'd look great! Do you like it?" Louis asks, making sure.

"I do," Harry takes the tux jacket, and matching pants. "Now, a shirt, tie, and shoes!"

"Right! I think we should go for a plain white shirt... Or light grey. I don't know," Louis pouts.

"I like that idea, Lou!" Harry takes Louis' hand in his own. Looking down at how perfectly they fit together, how Harry's hand engulfs Louis'. He love it.

After picking everything out, Louis tells Harry to go into the change room, whilst he chooses a tuxedo for himself. Harry agrees, obeying Louis.

He walks into the change room, and goes to the end cubicle, pulling the curtain across once he was in. He felt a bit uncomfortable that anybody could walk in at any second. But he got over it, and started to get change. He off his dark blue jumper, and suddenly Louis comes in, giggling.

But he stops when he looks down at Harry's wrists, and gasps. "Harry? What is this?" he takes Harry's hand, and looks over Harry's arm. The side that doesn't have the roses, that hide the old scars.

Harry flinches, and pulls his wrsits towards him. "It's nothing, don't worry about it."

"Harry. You cut yourself?!" Louis asks, heart breaking.

"No. I mean, yes. It's a one time thing, I promise you... Gosh. I didn't want anyone to see. It was a moment of weakness," Harry bites his lip.

"W-why, Haz?"

"It's just, yesterday brought up a lot for me." Louis gasps, and covers his mouth.

"This is my fault?" his bottom lip starts wobbling.

Harry sits on the small bench, and motions for Louis to come towards him.

"No, no. I just," Harry sighs, "a lot of memories resurfaced, I was drunk. I was thinking straight. I used to do it when I was younger..."

"Oh, Haz..." Louis walks close to him, sitting on the bench also, cuddling up to Harry. "Why did you do it? Back then I mean," Louis questions.

Louis feels Harry's hear beating, and sees his eyes watering. "I tried it once, and got addicted I guess. I liked the feeling of having control over the pain. Plus, with everything that was happening at home, I was lashing out at my friend's. It helped me calm myself, hurting myself stopped me from hurting them."

"Oh," Louis breaths out, trying to get impossibly closer to Harry. He reaches his hand up to wipe a tear that fell out of Harry's eye.

"And one point," Harry takes a deep breath, "I thought about giving up. That maybe that would've been the best option. But I didn't. And I'm glad. Because now I have you. Kind of... And I love you, Louis."

Louis gasps, eyes watering, "I love you too, Harry!" he whispers.

"Even though I can't have you, I needed to tell you that. You're now my everything."

Louis let's out a dry sob, "promise me you'll never do it again? Never hurt yourself, please."

Harry cups Louis' face. "As I said, it was a moment of weakness. My first relapse in years. I regret it, and it didn't make me any happier. But... I have you in a way. And I love you. As long as I have you near me, together or not, I know I'll be fine."

Louis grins, and leans forward, crashing his lips against Harry's. They detach them, eyes widened, Harry follows Louis' lips, and reconnects them.

"Gosh, I love you so much," Harry whimpers.

"I love you more, Haz," Louis rests his forehead against Harry's. "And I know that this probably can't happen again... But I'm always here if you need to talk about anything," Louis motions to Harry wrist. "I'll never say those horrible things to you again."

Louis steps back, and lifts Harry's wrist to his face, he gives the five cuts a soft kiss each, murmuring an 'I love you,' between each kiss. Before he goes back to Harry soft lips, kissing them again.

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This chapter is a bit confronting, but I wanted to show a bit more of what went on when Harry was younger.

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