Princess of SAMCRO

Find a Way

I was so pissed I was shaking and I finally started to cry. I knew she was getting Nate ready so I had a few minutes to myself so I could cry. Cry about my kids, my family. Jax and I who for the first time in our lives at each other's throats, for my dad and brother who along with most of the guys I was losing for who knows how long back to Stockton. I looked up roughly wiping my face and put on shades as Gemma led Nate to the car. We drove quietly until I got the facility and we went on a tour. After was the hard part, Nate didn't want to go and Gemma started to loose it. I handed the keys to her.

"I got it momma bear, go to the car I'll be there in a few." I kissed her cheek turning back to Nate. It took about 15 minutes but I finally got him to chill out and relax and go in. as I walked back out I groaned because the car and Gemma were long gone. I sighed glad I grabbed my purse, I took my phone out and by passed calling Jax and called my dad.

"Yeah baby, everything ok?"

"No, Gemma left me I'm stranded here. She jacked your car dad"

"Shit, were on the way." He said hanging up. I waited for about 15 minutes before I heard bikes. I walked into the lot to wave them in, my dad Jax and Clay at the front. They all stopped in the lot as Jax pulled up next to me.

"What happened?"

"Nate was begging to go home and she started breaking down so I told her to go sit in the car and I'd finish up with him. When I came out her and the car were gone. I'm sorry dad."

"It's ok."

"Did she say anything?" Clay asked.

"No, when I left her she was crying. He was begging to go home and it broke her heart." I saw Jax as realization stuck him before he sighed.

"Jesus, she went home! She went to see her family."

"Abel." Clay said before he looked at Deacon and they got on their bikes. I looked at Jax who had grabbed my arm, he was holding his helmet out to me.

"Get on." I really didn't want to but knew this wasn't the time and took it and got on.

We had to hurry up and get to Charming. It had just reached nightfall by the time we pulled into the lot, me sighing in relief as I saw my dad's car. I immediately screamed as I saw Gemma drop to the ground. I immediately ran to her reaching her as Clay did putting her head into his lap. Jax kneeled beside me holding onto her as my dad spoke on the phone. I pushed Jax to get in the ambulance with Clay as they headed to the hospital. I knew I wasn't technically supposed to but I grabbed Jax's bike and rode it to the hospital for him followed by the guys. They said Gemma hadn't been taking her medication, her arrhythmia acted up. I saw Jax sigh; this heart crap literally was killing his family. She had it, his grandmother did, Thomas had, and Abel had hell if even Jax had the shit but somehow was the only one with no problems. It was the next morning and we were ready to visit Gemma; Clay had stayed in the room with her. She was going to be pissed, not only because they hadn't told her about Abel but when she realized she was handcuffed to a bed she was going to fucking flip.

"I was thinking I'd see my grandson." We heard her snap at Clay as we walked in. She glared at Jax as we walked in me shutting the door.

"Hey ma."

"Shut up, this is on you too. What happened? And I want the truth." Jax sighed as he leaned back against the dresser folding his arms.

"When prospect got murdered she got hurt too. Cameron Hayes killed prospect damn near killed Nik and kidnapped Abel. Nikole bled out a total of seven times because she tried to save him and keep it from happening." He said quietly as he grabbed me. Gemma looked from him to me.