Princess of SAMCRO

Goodbyes and Kidnappings

. I waited for a few hours and must have dozed off because the next thing I knew was that there was light streaming in the window and I felt the bed dip as Jax crawled in the bed pulling me into his arms.

"Still wearing my kutte huh." He said softly rubbing my head.

"How'd it go?" I asked ignoring him and getting to the point. Jax sighed making me sit up.

"Wants me to kill Jimmy to get Abel back." He said quietly.

"What!" I yelled jumping up.

"Relax baby." He said jumping up and pulling me into his arms.

"How can someone use him as a pawn, he's just a baby Jax; he doesn't deserve this." I said not stopping the tears.

"It's ok, I promise we will figure this out and get him back."

"I'm sorry Jax, this is all on me. I'm so so sorry."

"Nikole, look at me." He said pulling back from me and grabbing my face. "This is not on you ok, nothing about this is on you; this is all on Cameron and Jimmy. You, you are fucking amazing you almost gave your life trying to protect my kid and have stepped up and been more of a mother to him than his own who was more worried about a quick fix; hell Nik you were the one who found her and got them help and kept my son from dying before he was even born. You are the most amazing person I have ever seen in my life, this ain't on you Nikole, I love you. I will get him back for you." He said looking at me with a determination I had never seen before. We stayed like that standing there hugging for a little bit before he said it was time to gather our crew and have a talk. I sat, my arm on Jax's shoulders as he told everyone what happened, I still couldn't really look at my dad yet after last night and I saw how he was avoiding me too, which means he saw me and was just as freaked out. My dad had a bruise on his cheek with a butterfly bandage Jax though his damage seemed worse. One eye was swollen and black he had a butterfly bandage on his cheek and eyebrow and had his busted lip making his bottom lip a bit bigger than normal.

"Only thing we know for sure is he wants Jimmy." Jax said resting his hand on my thigh. My brother looking at his hand and glaring at him, I could tell my dad didn't care for the affection but he was too hungover right now to really care. He was wearing black jeans and currently still didn't have his shirt on. His tattoos on display; His reaper was on his back like a lot of the guys. One arm had a cross and his forearm on that same right arm had a tattoo dedicated to his service days. His left there was another small reaper with a chick on the ground next to him, his chest had an angel that he added after my mom died because he had her name tattooed over his heart, their anniversary written in it.. On the sides of each forearm was my name on one side and Dean on the other. His knuckles had mine and Dean's birthday in roman numerals.

"We find Jimmy, trade him for Abel." Dad said as Clay nodded in agreement.

"That's the only thing that makes since, we can't kill O'Phelan."

"Should I bring SAMBEL up to sped on this?" Juice asked

"No, as far as they know we want Jimmy to grill him about Abel. I think someone is working with him."

"Makes since because we have kept low yet all out plans someone is finding out and relaying that to Jimmy."

"Gotta a point, is kind of ironic all this bad luck we seem to be having." Dean said looking at me.

"They have a run this afternoon, gun shipment." Bobby said. "McGee said Jimmy will be at the pickup in Dungloe."

"So will we." Clay said. I watched as the phone rang and Bobby answered it before groaning.

"You guys can't handle a damn thing can you." He said hanging up.

"What was that?" Clay asked

"Issue back home, apparently these idiots let Lumpy's place get roughed up and Lumpy got attacked, and they can't find stuff for the shipment and they lost the keys to a car." I sighed looking at Jax.

"They need someone there, with more knowledge." I think he knew what I was saying because he hugged me.

"You sure."

"Don't really got a choice here, I'm the only one in the room not wanted; I'm the only one who can get back to California the fastest and easiest. As much as I don't want to leave I know I have to."

"I'll drop you off." He said rubbing my hip where his crow was.

"That sounds great but you can't, you get close to the airport and you get caught, you're wanted Jax. I'll get Trinity or Maureen to drop me off." I said kissing his lip softly. "Just I want all of you to be careful, and to come home." I said looking at them. I held the look with my dad and Dean the longest. I then walked out so they could finish talking and went to pack my bag, I hadn't unpacked anything really so I was ready in a few minutes and took the bag to the hall and stopped Trinity.

"Hey can you take me to the airport later, got an emergency back home."

"Aye, when?'

"Couple hours." She nodded before walking away.

TIME SKIP

I sighed looking at the darkness around me as Lyla drove to my home. I had just gotten back after a long flight and my nerves were shit. All I could think about was that I had left my family back in Ireland not knowing if they all would come home and not knowing if they were finding Abel, I was worried they wouldn't be ok.

"Thanks for coming to get me."

"No problem, how was everything."

"Ope is good." I said making her blush. They had been together for a while now and I thought they made a great couple. I was happy that he was able to find happiness after the shit that happened to Donna.

"Nikole." She said laughing

"What I know what you meant, he sends his love and other than that just trying to find Abel, he's being used as a damn toy to get to Jimmy."

"That is some shit." We stopped talking as we were rear ended at a stop sign.

"Fucking serious." I groaned looking behind us. We both got out and walked to the back of the car. A Hispanic girl hopped out apologizing.

"Doesn't look like any damage." Lyla said looking at the car, I glanced before nodded, there wasn't a mark.

"Hey, you look familiar." The girl said causing me to look at her. The minute the words left her mouth I felt unease enter my body. "You're Jax Teller's chick right?" I nodded rubbing my hand across my back feeling for my gun without being noticed. I mentally started cussing as the realization I was without it and my knife hit me hard. Jax had taken them and I never got them back before I left Ireland.

"Who are you?" I asked glancing at the car as the door opened and a guy got out.

"I'm his girl." I grabbed Lyla as she drew a gun and I noticed the guy had one too.

"What about blondie, she an old lady too?" The guy questioned. I knew the safest thing for Lyla was to try and lie, she didn't have Ope's crow yet so she was easier to pass off.

"Just my friend, she was giving me a ride home."

"Check her ink." The guy said as the girl tossed Lyla around checking her for a crow. I watched Lyla and gave her a reassuring look. This was not how I pictured coming home to be like, shit I didn't even get to TM yet.

"Come on Teller, we're going for a ride." The guy said grabbing me and putting me in the car.