Princess of SAMCRO

Surprise

TIME SKIP

I was awoke to the shrill ringing of the telephone. I groaned seeing it was late and answered praying that Abel didn't wake up. He wasn't feeling that great so he didn't want to sleep.

"Hello?" I said groggily wiping the sleep from my eyes.

"I need to speak with a Ms. Nikole Morgan."

"This is she."

"Hi this is Brenda calling from the Stockton Penitentiary. I'm calling in regards to a Jackson Teller; you were listed as his emergency contact." I felt the life rush from my body as they said Jax's name. The minute I heard where the call was from I knew it was one of my three guys and something had gone wrong.

"What happened?"

"He is currently receiving medical treatment; he was stabbed earlier this evening." I choked out a sob covering my mouth

"Is he alive?"

"Yes. He is in recovery at the moment; he received a collapsed lung and lost a significant amount of blood."

"May I see him?"

"Yes you can come visit him in the infirmary."

I still thought about that night. I had been so scared that I called Opie sobbing and he couldn't make out what I said other than Jax, he came over and sat with me letting me cry. I really wanted my dad but he was gone, all I had were Chibs, Opie, Piney and Kozik. The even crazier moment was the day I found out I was pregnant.

FLASHBACK

I had been feeling wore down and tired for days and any food was making me barf. It was so bad I had to let someone else care for Abel. I looked at the counter as my phone went off, indicating time was up. After Lyla mentioned pregnancy I felt scared, I was paranoid so I went and got 12 different test and took them all. As I looked down I grabbed the counter tightly as tears formed in my eyes sliding down my cheeks.

Pregnant

The word stuck out like a sore thumb, The guys had only been in a little over 8weeks, Jax was still sore from his stabbing, he gave me a kiss and sent me home when he work up, saying I didn't need to see him like that. I drove to the clubhouse in silence my leg bouncing the whole time. How was I supposed to do this, Jax wasn't here; my dad and Dean they were gone too, and my mom was dead. I spent the morning at her grave crying and asking for her help and advice. I hadn't even realized I was just sitting in the car in a daze with dried tears on my face until Ope and Chibs opened the door and pulled me out.

"Aye, what's wrong lass?"

"Nikki, what's wrong?" I held up a bag that had all the test and a sonogram photo. I went to the er as soon as the test returned positive just to make sure and I most defiantly was pregnant. 9 and a half weeks to be exact.

"What is, oh shit." Ope said looking at it.

"How am I supposed to do this, I I can't do this without them." I said crying. Chibs curse under his breath as he saw what I had before he hugged me with Opie.

"I know this is hard, but you have us. I know it isn't the same as having Jackie and your dad but we got you."

They had both kept their word. There was not one appointment that was missed, someone was always with me and it helped make me feel better. I remember trying to get out of a visit but Gemma wouldn't let me, she said I had to face the music and tell them what was going on. I paid a guard 5 grand to let my dad, Jax and Dean all come visit at the same time, just so I didn't have to keep doing this, it was already nerve wracking enough and Gemma had to stop ten damn times so I could barf. I gasped seeing Jax walk in, his once long hair gone. Instead he was rocking short hair and a beanie.

"Holy shit he's fine." I said lowly causing Gemma to start laughing at my gawking at her son. I got up hugging my brother first who squeezed me tightly kissing my head.

"Hey kid." Dean said softly before I hugged Jax. I was still being careful of his wounds; he got hurt bad and still was sensitive, all due to the Russians. I pulled back as he gripped my face giving me a quick but passionate kiss. I followed him hugging my dad tightly as he kissed my cheek.

"My princess, it's good to see you."

"Same, I miss you guys. But I gotta tell you three something and I needed to do it at once."

"What's wrong HarBear?" Dad asked making me want to cry. I grabbed my purse taking the three pictures, I had a special note on each, My dad's said 'Hi Gramps', Dean's said "Uncle 2011' and Jax's said You're going to be a daddy. Again' I put all three photos down and slid them across the table. I leaned back bouncing my leg in a nervous habit as I watched them all read and look at the picture. The realization going in stages. First my dad who jerked his head up looing from my face to stomach and back before glancing at Jax and back to me. Dean was next as he just dropped his jaw looking at me and Jax was last, no words no nothing. I saw his hands shake as he looked up at me.

"What? How?"

"Um I'm 8 weeks today, I found out a few weeks ago and have been trying to process it and figure out how to tell you."

"How the fuck?" Dean asked.

"Well Dean when two adults love each other-"

"Dammit Nikole I don't need a sex ed lesson. I meant when?"

"Either Ireland or the night before you guys got locked up." I said answering the question never taking my eyes off Jax. I was waiting for something when he jumped up and grabbed me kissing me before he dropped on his knees kissing my stomach making me cry.

"Hey little man I'm your old man."

"Jax." I said giggling "You don't know that, could be a she."

"I just know, got that feeling."

"Oh really?"

"Yes and before I was interrupted little man I need you to take care of your mom while I'm not there, she's the best in the world and I love you so much."