DEACON POVI was so fucking sick of both of their damn shit. They were family and were acting fucking stupid; I still planned on kicking Jax's ass eventually and knew they would go to blows eventually too. I was pissed and yea shit needed to be talked about but we needed to know about Abel. I was mostly pissed at how they spoke to each other, especially Dean he knows better than to speak to a women like that let alone his sister. As I listened to Jax scream about how he wasn't good enough, that she was his light. It made me think of Natasha, she had been the light in mine. I watched as my son went to swing at Jax and went to grab him. I pulled him back just in time to keep him from hitting his sister who had stupidly got right in front of him. She boldly challenged him refusing to move even as I saw Jax I finally snapped.
"BOTH OF YOU KNOCK IT THE FUCK OFF NOW!" I roared loudly. I watched them both jump so hard the smacked their faces together while she was screaming before she feel back into Jax's arms grabbing him and crying. I immediately felt my anger leave and over whelming guilt set in. I rubbed my hands down my face as I glanced back and Chibs and Fiona before dropping to my knees and touching her. It felt like a knife to the heart as I felt her body flinch under my hand. "Shit, Harley I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry. I'm just sick of you shitheads and the fighting be respectful your brother and sister. My question why did you hide from me?" The next words out of her mouth killed me
"I was scared and thought you guys would hate me."
NIKOLE POV
I heard it grow quiet as Jax kept rubbing his hand up and down my back. I know he was finally happy I was telling them, he had waited so long for this. He didn't want to wait; I kind of got my tattoo sooner than either of us planned as an olive branch for me wanting to keep it quiet. Not that I wanted it just I was kind of scared we would change we hadn't until now and Jax knew that's how I felt.
"Dear god Harley, I could never hate you baby; you are my whole damn world my little Harley Bear." I took my head of Jax as I smirked at my dad as he used the name he's always called me. Even Dean was surprised to hear it. "I'll be honest I'm not happy about the shit and you damn sure should have come to me instead of hiding it. me and him will handle that issue eventually." I nodded at him as I hugged him before he wiped my tears away kissing my cheeks. "I love you."
"I love you too daddy, can we get on with this Abel situation please I'm sure Jax wants his son back."
"Sure, sorry about the days of our lives episode there Fi." Dad said sitting down.
"It was entertaining."
"Sorry Ms. Fiona bad manners. But to answer your question we've been best friends for ever things happened as teens but we care for each other more and it lead that way. I didn't feel comfortable with telling anyone even though he did because I thought they would react how they have and it scared me because I love this knucklehead. But for the past year he would stay at my house and leave every morning my dad or Dean picked me up. No one really noticed because we are best friends so seeing us together wasn't abnormal we just refrained from pda and kept everything behind closed doors that looked beyond friendship, minus the flirting which was normal."
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Princess of SAMCRO
RomanceNikole Morgan was born and raised in Charming, CA. She was far from your typical girl. Preferring to much rather get rough with the boys, ride motorcycles fix cars and shot guns, than wear mini skirts and try to see how many guys she could get. she...