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Ryan - the following day -
"so you forgave him? just like that?" jill questions, sitting on the counter. i nod
"and i'm so mad at myself for it." i say. she laughs
"you need therapy. like some sort of treatment that helps you say 'no' more often." she says. i give her a look and roll my eyes.
"nothing more will happen. i can guarantee you that." i say.
"really, ryan? you think that's true?" she asks. i nod
"i know it's true. he knows i can't forget what he's done to me. and plus, i don't think i can actually put myself through that anymore." i say. she nods.
"well. make sure you clarify that. he's really missed you so i'm sure he believes you will get back with him." she says.
"i will. i just wanna at least test out friendship." i say. she nods
"skate wants us to come over and swim." she says. i nod and grab my phone and water
"i'll go get changed." i say. she nods and then i walk away and jog upstairs, to my room. i quickly grab a swimsuit and strip and then slip it on. i throw my hair in a bun and remove my makeup. i throw on a big short and slip on vans. i grab my phone and keys. i then walk out of my room, the same time jill does. we laugh and walk downstairs. she grabs a few other things and then we walk out and to my car. she throws the things in the back and then gets in.
"tell me where to go." i say. she nods and i back out. she then begins to direct me to skates house. the whole situation with Jack, still lingering in my mind.