a slice
is all i need. just
one rip one
tear.
the fabric of my skin
breaks.
domino effect. just
cat scratches.
so many feelings
that must break
free somehow.
GET THE FUCK OUT!
i want to scream
but i am silent
on the outside.
my mouth is slow
to speak.
speak up for myself i'm
told bluntly.
don't tempt me dear.
you'll
regret it.
but those are just words.
words in my
head.
fly away words
the coward i am
is mute.
pain that stabs
stabs straight through my
heart.
can't even breathe
as my mind won't shut
up.
war rages on
and soon i
self destruct.
i
want to feel
til the physical pain
outweighs emotion
til i spill more blood
than fucked up tears.
there is nothing
more beautiful
than
the end.
YOU ARE READING
Screaming
PoetryI fight the screaming, the fear, the embarrassing stupidity. I don't give in but. Sometimes it wins. Sometimes I lose who am I, I lose the ability to form to form to form sentences and thoughts wi which don't repeat the ability to form the ability...
