given up
on
again
I knew
this
would happen
eventually
someone
so obviously
doesnt
give a shit
i dont want
this
to happen
again
another one
adding on
to the list
that everyones on
of people
who so clearly
dont care
i
still cut
still cry
still need
someone
who doesn't
exist
given up
on
again
everyone leaves
eventually
this one
comes and goes
as she
pleases
because
sometimes
she needs me
and
sometimes
most
of the time
she
doesn't
care
just like
everyone else
no one else
is able to
make
me feel
the way she does
but
i
hate
that feeling
that feeling
of
vulnerability
hatred
love
desire
lust
need
i
HATE
it
i
HATE
her
but i
love
her too
it's all
so
confusing
I can hardly
think
write
feel
cut
but
still
no one gives a
single shit
not even
HER
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