Magician's Desire (Hisoka X Reader) [NOT FLUFF]

chapter five

( trigger warning: topics such as rape and sexual assault will be discussed. Originally there was more of a detailed scene I have come to regret, so it is now removed, making this chapter pretty short. I'm already too late for this, this story being many years old. You all have my sincerest apologies.)

      You start to panic as you here his footsteps close behind you. Your heart races as you continue to run. He was fast, but you were much faster. Why was he chasing you? You skid to a stop as you meet a dead end. You whirl around to see Hisoka advancing towards you.
      Your vibrant e/c eyes widen as you flashback to your nightmare. Tears build up in your eyes.
       "Hisoka... Don't..." You whimper, but he pays you no mind.
      You feel a strong punch against your face, causing the world to spin. You are dragged to a room, presumably his, and thrown onto a bed. You scream as he pulls you into his lap and simply holds you there. You struggle to escape, too mentally disturbed to use nen.
       You let out another throat burning scream.
      You get up to run for the door, but his long, slender fingers grip your ankles, pulling you into him.
      "Get away! Get away!" You holler, tears rolling down your cheeks.
      Another scream. Your hope spikes as you hear footsteps and concerned voices. Hisoka slams his hand over your mouth, muffling your screams for help. You sink your keen teeth into his skin, but to no avail. He removes his shirt in a flash, climbing over you, his cold yellow eyes piercing your radiant e/c ones.
      His smile disappears as he takes in your fearful and terrified face, but is quickly replaced with a smirk of lust. He struggles to remove your tank top as you thrash. Off comes your pants. Then his. He firmly clamps his hand over your mouth again, focusing his gaze into your eyes.
      "If you scream," he whispers, his metallic golden eyes glistening, " you will not like the consequences. "
      With this, he takes you against your will.
         
      You awoke, the bright sun causing your e/c eyes to glisten. You shift to see Hisoka asleep. You sit up, but his arm shoots out and harshly slams you against the mattress. His golden eyes were now open, shimmering with amusement. You turn fearful and tense up, your pupils dilating.
      He sits up himself. He stares at you for several minutes before he exits the bed, still nude. He enters the bathroom and you relax to hear the water running. You slide in your clothes and run, making your way to your bedroom. You collapse on the floor, sobbing.
      You had never been so afraid in your life. Rape. Hisoka raped you. You hadn't known him since a few months ago which he had been pestering you ever since. But you never expected this. For him to make such a wild move. And the worst part was... You feared someone. For the first time in your life.
      You feared Hisoka, and would never wish for such a tormenting experience ever again. But what if he did it again? What if he was going to do it daily? What if nobody would ever come? He didn't care.
      He didn't care in the slightest bit that you were hurt. That you were afraid. Her didn't care that you didn't want to do that with him. He didn't care that you never kissed back during it. He didn't care about you. Did he?
      You cry into your knees as you ponder. He must be proud of himself. You think. He must be proud that he did this. You thread your fingers through your hair, not knowing what to do with yourself. You would never feel the same. No. Not after this. Not after the worst day of your life.