"let's not" I said
"c'mon Amanda it'll be fun" Zoey said
"Well I don't even know the proper way to play" I said
"ok I think there are two ways but this is how we play. We go around in the circle and someone "spins the bottle" and whoever it lands on, you have to kiss..but let's just do opposite gender kiss because.." she said
"Yea I get it haha" I said
"I'll go first!" this blonde girl said
she spun the bottle and it landed on Kian's friend.
i don't get how this is so fun.
a couple other people spun, it was Sam's turn, he landed on Zoey.
"are you okay if-"
"it's fine" I said
they didn't do just a peck, but I can't be mad, he's not my boyfriend anymore.
eventually it was my turn
I spun the bottle...it landed on one of Kian's friends.
honestly how is this fun
we leaned in and kissed each other, it was longer than I thought. I pulled away, then it was the next persons turn.
They guy who talked to me when I first got here spun the bottle..what a surprise! it landed on me
he raised his eyebrows
"Do I have to" I whispered to Zoey
"Yes" she said
I leaned in, and so did he. we kissed.
ugh I hated kissing him for some reason. I pulled away
"aw that's it?" he said laughing
I rolled my eyes
"I don't even know your name" I said
"that didn't stop you last night" he replied
Everyone looked at me.
It was Kian's turn, it landed on one of the other girls. surprisingly, he didn't kiss them much.
After the other people spun, it was my turn again.
this time it landed on Kian
we both leaned in, he put his hand on my jawline and we kissed, for awhile
"Hey, yea remember us?" someone said
we pulled away.
I looked over at Sam, he looked hurt
"I'm gonna go get some air" Sam said
he got up and walked outside.
should I go after him?
I decided I should.
I walked out and saw him standing there.
"hey" I said
"I just needed some air" he said
"I think there's enough for both of us" I said with a little laugh, he didn't even smile.
"Sam what's wrong?"
"do you like Kian"
"Sam"
"answer my question. do you like kian?" he said
"I don't know Sam"
"well it sure seems like you do"
"Sam I thought we were just friends"
"Amanda I can't be friends with you. I still have feelings for you, and it hurts being around you" he said
"Are you serious? we've been friends since the 5th grade, and now you just wanna stop?" I said
"basically" he said
"Sam, you're the one who wanted to "take a break" in the first place, and I've never not wanted to be your friend since that. yea it was hard, but I made it work, because I still cared about you. so now I know that you obviously don't care about me"
"I do care about you" he said
"yea? well you have a funny way of showing it." I said walking back inside.
How could he be so selfish?
